Wednesday, January 12, 2005
*SIGH* Home is such a depressive place to be in right now. A home should be a place where you have the privacy you need & it shld give you the feeling of comfort. It shld oso be a place where your fucked up day is a thing of the past. BUT not my home. I try to stay away from home as much as possible nowadaes. When i get home, i hear my mum going on endlessly about everything! I guess it comes with the fact that she's getting older therefore the need to nag more but its really the last thing i need. My dad is not helping by trying to give my precious dog away!! I think im seriously going mad. Im so considering moving out(yes,wif my dog) & maybe get afew frens to bunk in wif me to share rental. Otherwise, im fine wif staying alone. I juz need my space & privacy! So many conflicts happening at home, can actually be solved by a simple four letter word - MAID. Yup. Why try to save $$$ to a point whereby now there is so much unhappiness at home? After the maid left,
1. i spent a bomb catering for my bdae bbq cos mummy dearest din want to show she can't cope without a maid
2. the whole house is filthy & messy!
3. i haven't gotten to eat proper home-cooked food. its either eat out, buy back, instant noodles, or going granny's house to eat. I feel like im in a welfare home or someting..
4. the folks' frustrations have been pushed to my dog?! Yup. Believe it or not.. Dad fell down while washing the floor - dog's fault, dog made a mess of the place - dog's fault, dog din finish her lunch - her fault, fur all over the place - surprise surprise, her fault again -sigh- trust me..these are just afew things off the top of my head.. theres more mind you
Mummy is so free at home for goodness sake! Do some housework den woman! What she does is use the computer, watch dvds, go for flower arrangement classes, go lunch wif frens, go bible study, go manicure & pedicure, go for french lessons etc etc etc. If you wanna act like some tai tai, den increase my miserable allowance & get a maid!!!!
Im so sick of all this shit. I shall go take a puff of 'fresh' air now.. its my best companion when im home.. Marlboro!
Asphyxiated at at 1:36 AM
