Wednesday, April 27, 2005
I have been trying to post an entry for the 4th time.. the first 2 times, the com decided to screw up and my entry was gone after typing so much.. the 3rd time, i decided my entry would bring upon some unhappiness and a possible strain to a friendship therefore i have decided not to talk about it.
I gotta wake up in afew hours' time and im wide awake and my hair is still wet from my crazy hour shower and im hungry. Boo Hoo. I hate being home alone at such an hour. Its far too quiet and lonely. If it wasn't for the fact that i haf to wake up early, there's no way i'll stay at home during this kind of time.
Had a talk wif mummy on sunday and the situation's not looking good. Its tiring and i dunno what to do.. i hate that feeling. I used to feel that home is my safe haven and everyting is alrite here but recently, im starting to think twice. Too much shit.. too little solutions..
I have my problems too.. some people think dat im problem-free. Some people think that my onli problems are tiny guy problems. Guys are too trival for me to lose sleep over. Not that i dun think about it at times.. but they seem so insignificant when compared to other stuff. I guess its about how i dun like to share some stuff with others. Maybe dats just the way i cope. But trust me. I do haf stuff on my mind...
Asphyxiated at at 2:39 AM
