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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

Lawrence talked to Kailing todae n she went mad

Asphyxiated at at 5:41 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Saw 2 veri bad accidents on the way to work todae. Scary shit. I saw the entire car flip on its side on the ECP and wen i was nearer to office, two cars collided wif a trailer and their front was smashed in. People, pls drive safely yah. The rainy weather doesn't help one bit. My knee is still bruised and hurting slightly from friday's accident. Wats wif accidents happening so frequently nowadaes man.
I finally got time to take a breather since lunch. It was madness getting ready for the meeting but i expect them to call me to run up anytime. Tired...
Got home ard 1+am yesterdae n took a shower. To let my hair dry a little more and to not fall asleep, i met Mel for a chat and i forgot all about the time thus im once again a walking zombie today.
I tink i shall go take a break wif Kailing.. I hope they wun look for me in the next 5 mins or im gonna be screwed. But wadeva, Im f**king cheap labour.

Asphyxiated at at 4:36 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

I am a grumpy woman todae. My body is acheing and i dun haf enuff slp. Got hm at 5+ is the morning and woke up ard noon. Den it all started. Packed my room cos i was changing a new bed and dressing table. For those who haf been to my room, u will noe wat an impossible feat dat is. Nevertheless, i managed to clear it by 9+pm. By the time i reached Breko, i was so sleepy. It din help dat i had to wake up early the next dae to help granny move hse.
Something happened at home 2 daes in a row dat freaked me out -shivers- Now i can't decide if i shld go home early or go home late wen im dead tired so i wun tink so much. Haha.

Asphyxiated at at 4:35 PM

I swear i'm bored senseless in the office. Everyone is gone except Lawrence. Dammit. *YAWNz* Why can't time pass faster?

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Friday, July 22, 2005

I spent the whole dae doing absolutely nothing. For the entire 2nd half of the dae, everyone is away at some function. That is wen i decided to check on my wholivesnearyou account and boy, has it changed! But gotta pay $2 now but what the heck. Im bored. Its so much more fun to navigate around and its one more thing to kip me occupied during office hours cos the admin pp did not restruct the website. Haha! My frenster is dead i swear cos i can't access it from office and i have absolutely no time to use the com at home.
I missed signing up for my elective & my CDS. Die. And i can't apply for it once school reopens cos i will still be in HK so i guess i'll haf to delayone more dae. Im so can't be bothered i tink im gonna stay back just to take CDS. Thats dumb but i dun gif a flying f**k.
Rilly looking forward to HK trip but first there is MotoGP in Malaysia during September. Im gonna be so broke la.
*YAWNz* Im super stoned.. tired like anything but its a fridae! Im gonna stay out all nite but im so not dressed for clubbing... wonder wea i shld go later..... Less den half an hour to go... -sigh-

Asphyxiated at at 5:30 PM

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I dunno if u guys can see this but i'm feeling like this in office man

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Thursday, July 21, 2005

Everyone is away at meeting again. YAY! Its the only time i enjoy myself during work. Haha. Went Zouk yesterdae dats y i am like a walking zombie todae. Had fun last nite. Shall not disclose details but yup, had fun.
Today was madness. Rushing to prepare for the meeting. Was kept busy by an obnoxious guy - Lawrence, who else yah and oso a pretty nice old man, but unbelievably particular - Jeffrey. He actually wants each margin to be all the same height - 20.25 to be exact. OMG. First time i met such a particular guy. Thank god for Kailing who helped me out.
I'm rambling on about nothing in particular lah. Thats how much i treasure the time i have alone in office.
I'm looking forward to the HK trip in November. Its abit pricey but i shall give myself a treat. Well deserved may i add, especially after these few months of being cheap labour and oso a very unwilling worker.
I'm so tired everyday but i find going home after work a waste of time so i stay out and usually its til very late and i have an ave of 3 hours of slp everydae and its wearing me out but i still continue this vicious cycle -sigh-
Ronny shld be coming back to Singapore soon. Yippy! I miss that boy. His emails are the sweetest i swear. Never fails to make me smile & make my day a little more bearable.
I will be doing lotsa reception duties in the next month. I like it so far but its gonna be a 3 hour stretches soon cos the recept is going on leave. I hope it will still be fun. Sitting there looking pretty and looking out for cute guys and listening to the radio and nobody is around to tell me wat to do.
My entry is damn random and pointless lah. I shall go find games to play now before they start coming back after the meeting

Asphyxiated at at 5:03 PM

Friday, July 15, 2005

Shitters. I'm so damn sleepy. Gotham was packed last nite but its good that they did something about the queue so it was pretty orderly and it moved fast. Oso lucky saw Joey & gang so we got to sit. Plenty of eye-candy last nite. Yummy! Saw Regina there as well. Miss that girl so much. Is it hols now? She still has 7 months before she ends her studies Down Under. Yesterdae was pretty fun lah. Strip show and all. Haha.
Todae Lawrence is on leave. Woo-Hoo!! I'm so happy lah. All i have to do now is surf internet until 6pm den i can leave this dreaded place. Going to take a smoke break now!

Asphyxiated at at 10:29 AM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

I'm looking forward to Gotham tonite but it was a pretty bad start to my day. I got to work close to half an hour late an recieved an email that says
Hi Jasmine
I wish to lodge a claim on my lost opportunities due to printing error of my telephone number. It should read 64250875. One frustrated potential businessman decided to fax me instead in order to get me. There may be others who just leave it when they cant get us. This is a very serious mistake and I want a reply on how I will be compensated. This matter has also been brought to Lawrence's attention.

What in the fucking world has that got to do wif me? I have never printed anyone's telephone number and its just damn suspicious to get such a mail. So what else can it be? Must be Lawrence screwing up again and pushing the matter to me to handle & to take the blame. Kan ni na. He is forever screwing up. Maybe i should bear wif it until the end of my attachment and spill the beans to the boss so that he will get fired. In the mean time i shall just take note of all the mess he has created. Blackmail? Nah. You gotta settle your own shit man. And its too bad he choose to push everything to me. I am one vengeful bitch.
The other day, he made me send at least 4 emails in my name to the same group of people in a short period of time. Why? Cos after the first email, he realised that he had his facts wrong after people started calling ME to complain and i had to send another email to rectify the problem and apologise and subsequently, he asked me to send another email to push the matter to another company to handle etc etc. Irresponsible bastard.
Another day, he realised that a company had not made payment but he wanted to close the case anywae so he lied to the finance department that everything has been paid but the folks at finance wanted more solid proof like cheque number etc so he asked me to fake some numbers and settle it wif the finance people. And all these not before kicking a big fuss in finance dept. I haven't seen a guy shout at a lady in a long time and it shocked me. He has no utter respect i swear. Whats more, the lady is older den him. Unbelievable.
He is oways asking me to make phone calls to chase for documents etc and it is just so like him to say 'If they want to talk to me, say im not around' And leave me to handle all the dirty work.
!!!!FUCK!!!!
Everyone is away at a meeting now thats why i can blog so freely. I shall treat myself to a smoke now. Au Revoir!

Asphyxiated at at 10:46 AM

Monday, July 11, 2005

I was five and he was six
We rode on horses made of sticks
He wore black and I wore white
He would always win the fight
Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down.
Seasons came and changed the time
When I grew up, I called him mine
He would always laugh and say
"Remember when we used to play?"
Bang bang, I shot you down
Bang bang, you hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, I used to shoot you down.
Music played, and people sang
Just for me, the church bells rang.
Now he's gone, I don't know why
And till this day, sometimes I cry
He didn't even say goodbye
He didn't take the time to lie.
Bang bang, he shot me down
Bang bang, I hit the ground
Bang bang, that awful sound
Bang bang, my baby shot me down...

Asphyxiated at at 5:18 PM

Copied this from Kailing's blog, which she copied off someone else's blog just to kill time *YAWNz*

(x) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
( ) had/have a crush on one of your "friendster" friends
( ) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
(x) thrown up in a bar -who can ever 4get my tequila nitemare
( ) purposely set a part of yourself on fire.
(x) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(x) met someone BECAUSE of "friendster"
( ) been moshing at a concert too ashamed to say which one.
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
( ) love someone right now and lovin it man.
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
( ) made a snow angel
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
( ) been lonely all the time
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(x) watched the sun set
(x) touched a snake
(x) been tickled until i almost died
( ) been robbed
( ) robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) ran a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(x) had detention
(x) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced on the mrt like every other kid.
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) walked barefoot through the mud.
(x) been lost.
(x) been to the opposite side of the country/world -i do that every-fucking-day
(x) swam in the sea
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke.
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) kissed in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sunset/sunrise with someone you cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people.
(x) gone rollerskating/blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" in class
( ) ate dog food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) sang in the shower
(x) had a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
(x) got your tongue stuck to a popsicle
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(x) been a cheerleader
(x) sat on a roof top
( ) had sex at a church
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didnt take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) worn an ugly outfit to school
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong
( ) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) made porn
( ) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) cheated in a test
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someone's hair
( ) gone skinny dipping

Asphyxiated at at 11:18 AM

Monday Blues.... Its the start of another work week & it sucks man. I'm on time and everyone else is not here yet but i shall not say too much or else everyone will start coming in and i will have to do shit work again. Its a wonder how i oways jinx myself. Went Tavern @ MSultan for dinner & beer on Saturdae. It was pretty fun except Glenn and Alex had to save my life and go outside to smoke wif me cos mummy & daddy dearest were there.
Other than that, pretty boring weekend, Grandpa's bdae dinner at Tung Lok last nite was shiok but i may have overdone wif the fresh oysters. Im still looking forward to Gotham this week so i hope Angel dearest dun play me out! My good fren of 15 years can't do this to me!
Jasper has the best life i swear. First he wanted to learn drums, daddy signed him up AND bought hima drum set and now he is taking electric guitar lessons.
Oh no.. my hell is starting.. i'll be back

Asphyxiated at at 9:07 AM

Friday, July 08, 2005

Did i mention that my doctor was pretty darn cute? He was feeling my head & neck and he concluded thst i wasn't sleping well & that my muscles were rilly tensed and my, did it feel good. What a pair of hands! Haha! He said that i needed a good massage & wanted me to go home straight away & sleep. Ooh.. OMG. Im like deprived lah. Better stop acting the slut. LOLx. 15 mins til freedom! Gotta bear wif it....

Asphyxiated at at 5:34 PM

I din go to work yesterdae. I spent the entire Thursdae sleeping & packing my wardrobe. I think i quite fancy the life of a housewife. Or ultimately a taitai.
After Zouk on Wednesdae was quite a nitemare. No thanks to a certain someone who insisted on driving despite being obviously unfit to do so. It did not help dat i myself was dead tired & naseous & trying my best to stay awake on the drive home. the car was going from left lane to right lane so many times and i had to jerk the steering wheel back into place. At traffic lights, the driver fell asleep and i had to wake the fellow up to drive off. Nearing my hse, we nearly drove into a divider AND into an on-coming traffic lane and i had to again pull the wheel and i got shouted at by the driver for that. I should have just not bothered and let us be another statistic. Death doesn't scare me. Irresponsiblity irks me.
Wen i thot my nitemare was over, dat someone convieniently fell aslp outside my hse. WTF. And especially wen i had said specifically NOT to do dat. The least that could be done is drive to the back of the lane. I had suggested leaving the car and taking a cab but stobborness prevails and it was at the expense of another's life. My life.
Got a telling-off from mummy and she implied some stuff which got me pretty worked up. I lead my own life so leave me alone!
But bottomline is, im safe now and i wun let another person endanger my life anymore. I wish that person the best in his future endevours & at this age, i hope he starts to think in a more matured way.
A short msg - Wake Up & Smell The Coffee. Its about time.

Asphyxiated at at 2:22 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Boredom has reduced me to sign up with photobucket & post pictures in my blog. Enjoy!

Asphyxiated at at 5:59 PM

Me & Mandy at Tammy's birthday party

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Me & Rachel

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My darling Heidi!

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Me & Kailing at TP busstop

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Me & Dan at Bugis

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Me & Ting at Tammy's birthday party

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Asphyxiated at at 4:37 PM

Lawrence went for meeting again so im a free woman maybe until lunch time. Ahahaha. I can't decide if i wanna go Zouk 2nite.. but i'm sooooo looking forward to Gotham next week. Hope can see Banjoo there. Who's Banjoo? Its our secret =x
My hair is a mess todae. Thats cos i fell asleep without drying my hair AGAIN. Woke at at 5+ in the morning cos mummy was knocking on my door and dried my hair but its beyond salvage. If im going zouk den i guess i will go home to wash it. Yesterdae met Rachel & Jes for dinner at Crown Prince Swensen's. I swear i'm putting on a hell lot of weight.
I'm bored. I need to find myself a fling. But first i need to lose some weight first. Clubbing = Dancing = Exercising = Lose weight. Sounds like a good plan. I shall go clubbing.
In the meantime i shall go download new ringtones. Im bored. And daddy's paying my hp bills. Another ingenious plan. Bravo!

Asphyxiated at at 11:31 AM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Yest nite we went airport to send Elvin off. Its funny how i felt sadder den wen Jason left for Australia. I dun miss Jason at all i gotta say.
Anywae, todae i got a really sweet sms from Indonesia and someone may be be coming back Singapore next month -beams- That really made my day even though im so very tired.
Later meeting up wif Rachel & Jes for dinner & to catch up. I miss those girls.. it seems like yonks since i last saw them but im sure it wasn't dat long ago.

Asphyxiated at at 4:03 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

The past weekend was shiok-a-doddle-do. Firstly, i got to see my darlings in school. Its not like i haven't seen them in a long time but just meeting up in school feels good. After dat we went Orchard, then to CAN cafe. At nite was Upper seletar, kent ridge park AND not forgetting golf at Sentosa. Yup, we drove onto the beach in the middle of the nite and the people lying around on the beach had the shock of their lives. To further endanger their lives, we started whacking balls into the sea. Except not all went into the water.. The things we did there! If we got caught i swear we will be banned for good from Sentosa. Haha! Im missing bits and pieces in between but i seriously cant recall a thing now. All i noe is that i had a great time. Thats all that matters.
I can't wait to go Gotham next week. Its been awhile but i still hope to see a particular someone. Hmm.. I hope i can control myself and not club so often on weekdaes. I swear its taking a toll on me...................

Asphyxiated at at 4:01 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

Hell Has No Fury Like A Woman Scorned

Asphyxiated at at 2:20 PM