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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Im excited about Zouk tonite. Its been too long.. im having withdrawal symtoms.. I need Zouk to get my mind off stuff. 2 more hours til i knock off... i can't wait lah...

Asphyxiated at at 4:04 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005

Thanks Rachel for this SMS. My sentiments exactly:
Do you know what OSIM stands for?
Have you ever heard about OSIM?
It stands for..
OH SHIT ITS MONDAY!

Asphyxiated at at 2:34 PM

Daddy.. i guess its time u take measures when mummy decides to send me an email such as the one below..
Upgrade boyfriend 5.0 to husband 1.0 - Pentium version
Dear IT Support,
Last year I upgraded from Boyfriend 5.0 to Husband 1.0 and noticed a slow down in the overall performance, particularly in the flower and jewellery applications that had operated flawlessly under Boyfriend 5.0. In addition, Husband 1.0 un-installed many other valuable programs, such as Romance 9.5 and Persona Attention 6.5, but installed undesirable programs such as Formula One 5.0, NBA 3.0 and Would Cup 2.0. And now Conversation 8.0 no longer runs and House Cleaning 2.6 simply crashes the system. I've tried running Nagging 5.3 to fix these problems, but to no avail.What can I do?
Signed,
Desperate
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Reply:
Dear Desperate,
First keep in mind:Boyfriend 5.0 is an entertainment package, while Husband 1.0 is an operating system. Try entering the command C:\ I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME and download Tears 6.2 to install Guilt 3.0. If all works as designed, Husband 1.0 should then automatically run the applications Jewellery 2.0 and Flowers 3.5. But remember, overuse can cause Husband 1.0 to default to Grumpy Silence 2.5, Happy Hour 7.0 or Late Night Teh Tarik 6.1. Late Night 6.1 is a very bad program that will create SnoringLoudly.wav files. Whatever you do, DO NOT install Mother-in-Law 1.0 or reinstall another Boyfriend program. These are not supported applications and will crash Husband1.0. In summary, Husband 1.0 is a great program, but it does have a limited memory and cannot learn new applications quickly. You might consider additional software to improve memory and performance. I personally recommend Hot Food 3.0 and Lingerie 6.9.
Good Luck,
IT Support

Asphyxiated at at 2:18 PM

Grandpa has been hospitalised since friday. Mel is sick. So is grandma. Im having serious Monday blues. I feel like gg to visit grandpa after work & go str8 home after dat. Im in no mood to talk, joke, socialise. Wadeva. Reached work late again. I dun gif a flying fuck. I need a hug rite now. But i just got to office. I wanted so bad to stay home todae. But i can't. MCs are limited.
It should haf been a great weekend. I had my share of booze & entertainment @ Carnaval on Friday and i went JB to eat wif the guys on Saturday. By right, the past weekend would have made me a very happy girl but something just doesn't feel right. I dunno wat eh. I oways get into my weird & depressive mood.. but i never try to figure out what it is that makes me feel that way. Or maybe i dun try bcos i noe i will never noe the reason. Somebody just shoot me.

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh, you're a hard one
I know that you got your reasons
These things that are pleasin' you
Can hurt you somehow
Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy
She'll beat you if she's able
You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet
Now it seems to me, some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get
Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're losin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you, before it's too late

Asphyxiated at at 9:54 AM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Today is looking to be pretty good. I was asked to send a document down to IE Singapore again so i can leave around 3pm later. Yesterdae was fun lah. Alone the whole day & when they came back, i attended the double bill seminar wif Kailing from 2:30 - 5:30pm. After dat came back to my hell hole, went down for a smoke, came back up, check my email, den i left! So people in my department saw me for less den 1/2hr yesterdae. Haha. Went to Alameen for dinner. Mee Pattaya -yummerz-
I miss Zouk very very badly. I tink i shall try to go next wednesdae. Come to think of it, time is passing pretty quickly. Soon it will be my Sepang trip, end of internship, HK trip, my bdae, benny's wedding, then christmas!! My favourite time of the year! Presents, the usual xmas spread which gets me fat, loved ones, carolling, church service etc etc.
Oh goshie.. im thinking abit too far ahead.. cos in reality.. im still in my pigeon hole blogging and trying not to get caught. I rilly got no work to do lah!

Asphyxiated at at 10:25 AM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Men are like ... Laxatives ... They irritate the shit out of you.
Men are like ... Bananas ... The older they get, the less firm they are.
Men are like ... Vacations ... They never seem to be long enough.
Men are like ... Weather ... Nothing can be done to change them.
Men are like ... Blenders ... You need One, but you're not quite sure why.
Men are like ... Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
Men are like ... Commercials ... You can't believe a word they say.
Men are like ... Department Stores ... Their clothes are always 1/2 off.
Men are like ... Government Bonds ... They take soooooooo long to mature.
Men are like ... Mascara ... They usually run at the first sign of emotion.
Men are like ... Popcorn ... They satisfy you, but only for a little while.
Men are like ... Snowstorms ... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last.
Men are like ... Lava Lamps ... Fun to look at, but not very bright.
Men are like ... Parking Spots ... All the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped.

Asphyxiated at at 2:11 PM

Woke up late todae. 8:25am to be exact. Got a rude shock wen i saw the time & rushed like crazy to get ready. Took a cab and reached office b4 9:30am and guess wat.... not a single soul was in. ShiYee reached awhile later and now its only the 2 of us. Where is everyone from my department? Am i missing out something? Wadever. It does feel pretty good now but i doubt i'll b alone for the entire day lah. This seriously feels weird.. its so quiet.. even my typing sounds loud..

Asphyxiated at at 9:30 AM

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Its a wonder how much in denial some people can be. To a point whereby its overdone. It puts a strain on perfectly fine friendships. It puts pressure on the people around them. They can't differentiate reality from their own world. They expect something from people when they are in no position to do so. They can't see things everybody else around them can see so clearly.
Yes its pushing my patience. Yes this blog has somewhat of a conncetion to the other not-so-nice-blog. No i am not going to announce here who i am refering to. Friends who are close to me will noe very well who i am talking about.
You said before you have the right to do whatever you please. I agree. So do i. Be fair. Think both ways. I will do whatever i want too and you are in no position to be upset. Move on lah

Asphyxiated at at 11:54 AM

Yesterdae's post got quite a reaction from Dan, calling my office when he couldn't get me on the HP. I've convinced him that the post was inspired by him, not directed at him. Paranoid lah that silly boy. So here i am telling the rest of the people reading this that i have nothing against Dan. It doesn't even have anything to do wif him lah. Dan & i are tight. If im upset about something, i wun hesitate to confront him upfront. I am a direct person and im not afraid to offend anyone. So is everyone clear about the situation now? I din realise it would sound like i was directing it at Dan lah. Sorry boy. Haha. When is our next chilling/clubbing session huh?

Asphyxiated at at 9:58 AM

Monday, August 22, 2005

Just read Dan's blog which was inspired by Jay's friendster profile. To a certain extent, it is true. But i think it is rilly general. Feelings are hard to control. There is no right or wrong. Nobody can tell you that you are right or wrong to feel a certain way. For a relationshipship to work out, feelings has got to be mutual. A one way relationship is not healthy (Haha. Look who's talking) It doesn't mean that you are not appreciative just bcos someone is rilly nice to you & you dun react in the same manner. It is good and right to treasure the people around you but being expected to give anything more is just not the way it should be.
Is this off-topic from Dan's blog? Actually i not sure eh. Cos i just glance though only but its someting to dat effect la huh. I lead my life the way i deem right. Dun judge me or condemn me bcos of that. You are not perfect either. Dun try to dictate my life. Its too short for me to let other people have a say over what i should do especially when they can't even handle their own lives

Asphyxiated at at 2:04 PM

Friday, August 19, 2005

Today is looking to be pretty good. Jeffrey screwed up so I have to be the dispatch and send a document down to IE Singapore around 2:30pm and i can head home after dat. Haha! Wats more, Lawrence has gone for a seminar so i can surf the net in the meantime. I just checked my email and the quiz i attempted wen i was dead bored in ofice the other time has its results posted n i scored the highest number of correct answers. Woo Hoo! The power of the internet and lotsa spare time. BUT they say that i have to collect my prize b4 19Aug.. which means b4 todae... nvm la.. see how it goes lor. How good can a prize from school be eh?
Lawrence is going Japan for 2 daes next week and he asked me to keep myself occupied. Yes Sir! Ahaha. Shall go finish some last min stuff first b4 heading out of this damned place. Eski Bar here i come!

Asphyxiated at at 1:43 PM

Watched Dim Sum Dollies @ Esplanade after work yeaterdae wif the TP gang and den some. Wat a great show i must say. Been wanting to watch it but din haf the time and company until TP sent an email that let us students buy tickets at $4 each. Even though the seats were right on top, its all good. It can't get any more worth it. Local productions are just getting better la. They are extending the show so for those who haven't watched it yet, go catch it!

Asphyxiated at at 10:58 AM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Took a cab to work 2dae. Reached office almost half an hour late. Actually i expected to reach later.. but wadeva. Todae is one hell of a boring day. It was raining the entire day. Best weather to stay at home and sleep but noooo.. i have to work. Later meeting the Dan n Sharon to watch dim sum dollies @ Esplanade. Tomoro going Eski Bar wif Rachel & Jes.. i seem to have lotsa places to go but it doesn't make me forget how much work sucks! When Mandy send me her bdae pix, i shall post them for all to see yah. Oso wen Jane sends me the pix she took @ my place, i shall decide if its decent enuff to post. Oh just help me. Im bored.......

Asphyxiated at at 5:22 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Asphyxiated at at 1:44 PM

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Asphyxiated at at 2:56 PM

Im rilly feeling bad... somehow i haf a sneaking suspicion its not just the weather that is making me feel sick.. its something else.. something i can't put a finger to. I feel like i haf alot of things to ponder about, but my mind has shut down. All it has left me wif is a void... a big cold and empty space.. somebody save me please

Asphyxiated at at 12:00 PM

Hold me now
I'm 6 feet from the edge
And I'm thinkin
Maybe 6 feet ain't so far down
Please come now
I think I'm falling
Holding on to all I think is safe...

Asphyxiated at at 11:55 AM

Today feels kinda sucky. I dunno y. I noe its midweek wednesdae but it sure as hell feels like a monday. Lawrence isn't around 2dae but im still not feeling too good. Maybe im falling sick. Its the weather. Too bloody hot. Met up wif Rach yesterdae at AMK and i forget to take back my digi cam -sigh- I feel weird when my belongings are wif someone else for too long. Guess i'll haf to mit her again soon. Preferably before Mandy's bdae den can take lotsa pictures. My digi cam has been stagnant for the longest time man. Its onli 10+am... how much slower can time pass... i think its a good ting im doing recept duty in the afternoon. Gotta make calls for Wilson but i guess i'll keep it for lata. I hate making calls.. i dunno y... im so tempted to take MC or someting. But not todae. It'll b a blardy waste cos im oready in office & Lawrence isn't in. Duno worry. I will definately maximise my MCs. Better go see if Jerms has found us a hotel or not. I dun wanna wander the streets in HK like the homeless

Asphyxiated at at 10:25 AM

Monday, August 08, 2005

FUCK. Juz wen i thot i was oh so free and so smug about it, the office bitch asked me to sit in for her for recept duty from 3pm - which is like soon til closing. Dammit.. Juz my luck

Asphyxiated at at 2:49 PM

I am quite the happy girl todae. First, its the national day holiday 2moro, secondly Lawrence is sick and off my back. Which means i have the entire day to slack and surf the net. Too bad Kailing is upstairs if not i will go to her cubicle and bitch about the world wif her!
This year is pretty eventful i must say.. lotsa things happening.. internship, beakups, pregnancies, trips abroad, etc etc. (Pls note that not all the things mentioned happened to me. Im talking about my surroundings mind u) This is oso the year whereby i turn 22. OMG. Its scarey. I kinda feel younger wen im in school i tink cos of the crowd, but during atachment, man do i feel old. Office wear everydae doesn't help one bit. Wen i go clubbing, the crowd seems to get younger and younger, but i noe its juz me getting older -sigh-
Im oso getting disgustingly out of shape. I noe round is oso a shape but dats not wat im hoping to achieve yah. Sitting in front of the computer the entire day is no joke. Screw work life!
I got myself into something dat is pretty erm..... complicated? Its like some drama show la. Good or bad i dunno.. probably good.. but it just involves too many people.. all the wrong ppl... so maybe in the end it is not so good? I dunno la. Let nature take its course i guess

Asphyxiated at at 2:10 PM

Me & my babez @ Chinablack in happier times. We are still tight, but Chinablack now is just sad lah

Asphyxiated at at 10:29 AM

Friday, August 05, 2005

Good lordy.. it can't get any more boring. I have absolutely nothing to do and im feeling sleepy. My mp3 went flat and i left my magazine at macs yesterdae. Im done checking my email n wholivesnearyou account n i cant access msn messenger & frenster account. Somebody help me! Thank god Kailing answered my SOS call n met me for a smoke.. but im still left wif 1.5hrs to lunch n after dat will b another 4.5hrs of torture. I should have taken the dae off n slp at hm.. den i will b fully recharged for a weekend of fun.
Next week shouldn't be too bad. Wif the National Day holiday n all. I wish time would move just a little faster.. I actually wish i was doing recept duty now la..
Met Danny Boy and Sharon for a beer at Holland V yest after meeting up with the girls. The girls left me thinking quite abit. One is getting married in September due to an unplanned pregnancy, the other broke up wif her BF of 6years *sigh*
I shall go rot to nothingness as time passes... ciaoz all.. another entry of random ramblings.....

Asphyxiated at at 10:59 AM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

Went Zouk last nite.. due to certain reasons.. i cannot disclose too much details. Wat happened in Zouk, stays in Zouk. Surprisingly im not exactly tired today.. im in a pretty good mood actually. I dunno why. Meeting Suleen and Peiyi at 6:30pm at Jurong East which is like juz across the street so i decided to stay in the office and use their resources while time passes. Haha.
Anyway nobody is around to bother me. I wanted to blog something, but a certain big baby just called me and i totally lost my train of thoughts. Damn. Office is freezing.. i guess i shall leave nw and take a much needed smoke.....

Asphyxiated at at 5:59 PM

I got this from the daily quote of the day from OLE website. Trust TP to impart such words of wisdom to us..
" There are really only three types of people: those who make things happen, those who watch things happen, and those who say, "What happened?" "
I guess im the third kind. Ignorance is bliss

Asphyxiated at at 2:47 PM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Its a wed once again. Im tempted to go zouk.. but i shall try not to cos reception duty at 9am the following morning isn't fun... especially wen i have to be dead punctual if not early.
Its another boring day in the office.. nothing worth talking about but i juz feel like blabbing. The fire alarm went off long enuff to gimme a slight headache and oh how i wished the building rilly burned down. Yes i shall be the sadist standing in front of the ruins and laughing.
Kailing was moved upstairs so im dead bored. The department is oh so quiet without her. I've been smsing the entire day for the last couple of weeks and my dad is sure to flip wen the bill arrives. It doesn't help dat a significant portion of the smses were to/from Ronny who is in Indonesia. Good job Jasmine.
Another person smsing me for the past couple of days oways makes my day easier to bear.. i shall not disclose who though.. i feel its abit scandalous... oh maybe not scandalous... its just complicated relations.. yup.. dat defines the situation better.
I suddenly have the craving for teh peng and prata. Whats wrong wif me...
Oh. And im broke. Any sugar daddys out there? Please do feel free to apply *YAWNz*

Asphyxiated at at 3:43 PM