Monday, August 29, 2005
Grandpa has been hospitalised since friday. Mel is sick. So is grandma. Im having serious Monday blues. I feel like gg to visit grandpa after work & go str8 home after dat. Im in no mood to talk, joke, socialise. Wadeva. Reached work late again. I dun gif a flying fuck. I need a hug rite now. But i just got to office. I wanted so bad to stay home todae. But i can't. MCs are limited.
It should haf been a great weekend. I had my share of booze & entertainment @ Carnaval on Friday and i went JB to eat wif the guys on Saturday. By right, the past weekend would have made me a very happy girl but something just doesn't feel right. I dunno wat eh. I oways get into my weird & depressive mood.. but i never try to figure out what it is that makes me feel that way. Or maybe i dun try bcos i noe i will never noe the reason. Somebody just shoot me.
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? You been out ridin' fences for so long now Oh, you're a hard one I know that you got your reasons These things that are pleasin' you Can hurt you somehow Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy She'll beat you if she's able You know the queen of hearts is always your best bet Now it seems to me, some fine things Have been laid upon your table But you only want the ones that you can't get Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home And freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin' Your prison is walking through this world all alone Don't your feet get cold in the winter time? The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine It's hard to tell the night time from the day You're losin' all your highs and lows Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away? Desperado, why don't you come to your senses? Come down from your fences, open the gate It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you You better let somebody love you, before it's too late
Asphyxiated at at 9:54 AM
