Thursday, September 15, 2005
Did not go work yesterdae cos i wanted to attend Ryan's wake. It was the last day & it ends at 4pm so i couldn't go after work or something. I was fine when i got there but when i saw Ryan in the coffin & how bad he looked, it was rilly upsetting. I can imagine the amount of pain he went through. It din help dat he passed away only after 1 over hour in the hospital. Me & Jane were rilly quiet but we were fine until she asked if i was fine & dat was wen i couldn't take it anymore. Just had to cry a little i guess. Den some girl walked over & started talking & surprise surprise. It was that slut of a girl that tried to get fresh wif Ah Tian the other time. It was sucha turn off seeing her & the next thing she told me nearly caused me to flip. Without looking sad at all, she told me that the last person that was wif Ryan before his accident was her. Apparantly they were at her place drinking or something & the accident happended while he was riding home. I rilly dunno wat to tink.. but i feel it was rilly not worth it... Seeing Ah Toot din help either. Im sure he has been crying too.
Anyway, went Zouk for the hell of it dat nite. Maybe cos it was going to close for renovation, maybe cos there were quite alot of ppl gg.. i dunno y i went... but i juz did
Asphyxiated at at 3:54 PM
