a s f i x i a d o

Friday, October 28, 2005

Last day of internship *smirks* Im a happy girl. Next Friday i'll be flying off to HK. Can't wait. Mummy & Daddy returning from Europe todae. Good cos i noe they'll buy stuff hm for me and oso cos they can clean up the hse but not so gd cos i cant smoke in the hse anymore. Haha

Asphyxiated at at 12:29 PM

Handcream anyone? Hehe

Asphyxiated at at 12:06 PM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Just give me some time. I dun owe anyone any explanation, but i think i should make it known once and for all. Why do i let external factors affect me? I think its cos i care about my frens. I may not have done the best thing by keeping mum for so long, but trust me, its not easy on me. Some folks noe the story.. some have just found out.. some have yet to know.. but whatever the case, give me some time & a little space, maybe abit of support, encouragement & understanding, and i shall come clean.
May the truth be told..

Asphyxiated at at 11:27 AM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Met up wif my KC babez yesterday. I dunno why but i can rilly eat wif them around. I finished my food at Billy Bombers & we went shopping & chilled at BK. I would have stayed longer but they were repeating the same song over & over again the entire time we were there until i got a rilly bad headache. Yup it was that bad..
Gel claims i never blog about her so..... Mich & Gel, i love u girls la. Its a wonder how i can tahan u all constantly finding mean things to say about me la. Tsk tsk. Lolx. I guess spending 10 years in KC has made me immune to any trace of bitchiness.
Mummy & Daddy are flying off to Europe tonite. Yipee!! The house is all mine for a week. By the time they return, it would be the last day of my attachment & i'll be looking forward to Hong Kong!
I have to stop bumping into Mel outside.. she is making me look guilty with her sneaky smile. All i can say is that she is gonna win the bet.. nobody is gonna lick any cake off my chest this year! And to the cocky bastard who was so full of himself & openly made that bet... blood is thicker than water.. n beer..n milkshake.. n im going out of point but they have milkshake at Macs now ppl!! It got me all excited for nothing cos it isn't dat fantastic. The Macs milkshake at Msia is so much nicer la...
K.. u can so tell im just rambling on n on cos im bored rite... better go now.. go meet my 2 gigolos for dinner before heading down to the airport. I am so craving for Subway's brownie rite now...

Asphyxiated at at 4:52 PM

Like a moth to a flame
Burned by the fire
My love is blind
Can't you see my desire
That's the way love goes
Come with me don't you worry
I'm gonna make you crazy
I'll give you the time of your life
I'm gonna take you places
You've never been before and
You'll be happy that you came
Oh, I'm gonna take you there
That's the way love goes
Don't mind if I light candles
I like to watch us play and
Baby I've got on what you like
Come closer baby closer
Reach out and feel my body
I'm gonna give you all my love
Oh sugar, don't you hurry
You've got me here all night
Just close your eyes and hold on tight
Oh baby, don't stop, don't stopG
o deeper baby deeper
You feel so good I'm gonna cry
Oh, I'm gonna take you there
That's the way love goes

Asphyxiated at at 4:48 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005

I think im losing a friend. But im too tired & have too many things on my mind to wanna do anything about it. Im not gonna go against myself just to please u and make u happy. Like i've said many a times, its my life. If u r unhappy about anything i've done, talk to me about it. Lets trash it out. I dun like people giving me attitude & not wanting to confront me about it. After awhile, i'll just think - Fuck It if u wanna be like dat. If the friendship means that little to u, so be it.
I noe the whole world is going to ask me who i m refering to but i doubt i'll wanna disclose that piece of info. If u have been nice to me, then its not u that im refering to. Lets just leave it as dat k.

Asphyxiated at at 9:35 AM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Yesterdae, Lawrence asked Cecilia Tham : Do u wanna name ur son Every?
I thot wat the hell that was about until he said : Every Tham (everytime)
I thot it was rilly mean of him to laugh at other people's english but i couldn't help but luff as well.

Asphyxiated at at 5:09 PM

My darling just came up with a phrase:
As pretty as a bitch.
Hahaha.
You are pretty la darl.

Asphyxiated at at 11:21 AM

Met Gel, Mitch, Athena & Addie at Tampines yesterday after work before watching Corpse Bride. Thanks to Angel, i got to meet Adeline who is like my Pri 1 fren. Haha. Their company is oways great but the movie was a tad disappointing i must say. I'm still a Tim Burton fan nonetheless & Johnny Depp oways makes a show better.
Im bloated once again. I guess eating yogurt at 2am doesn't help. Haha. Its getting closer to internship ending & i can't wait! I guess i rilly gotta get a job once internship ends. I dun like being broke. My spending habits ain't helping either. Thursday is Yuan Yuan's bdae & we're meeting up & thats something im looking forward to! Its oways nice to look forward to something i guess.. time seems to pass faster & work becomes a little more bearable.
Someone got me a Guns N Roses CD the other day cos i cant find my old CD. This one is the compilation which is even better than what i had. Thanks for being so sweet even though u shouldn't have.
Oso thanks to someone else who is oways nice to me after all these years & even putting in the extra effort to be so accomodating to all my frens even if they give u a hard time at Cartel. Lolx. Thanks for the ring btw.. i din mean to take it home but since u want me to keep it, i shall take care of it yah.

Asphyxiated at at 10:52 AM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

Boredom got the better of me. I went for another smoke

Asphyxiated at at 5:46 PM

OMG im so bored at work i've been going for a smoke break like every hour... since its around 1/2 hr before work ends, i shall try to skip the last smoke break..

Asphyxiated at at 5:27 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

im in a lousy mood today. i juz wanna stay in my room alone...

Asphyxiated at at 4:53 PM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

I dunno y but i've been rilly tired & my body feels weird. Like its perpetually bloated & even though i nv feel hungry, i still eat. Even if i dun eat, im still bloated. I tink im going to explode. Or maybe im just gonna die.
I have finally started counting down til internship ends. Cant wait to get away from this dreadful place. Many things are happening, i cant seem to take them all in at once. Birthdays, moving house, change car, relationships, trips abroad... oh gosh its sooo many things i dun even wanna think about it. I think the only time i can gather my thoughts & think properly is when attachment is over. Then im gg to clean my room for a start, and im going to reorganise my life. Im going to put petty ppl aside & treasure those who have oways stuck by me through thick & thin. Many thanks to those who cared, who bothered, who asked, who listened, who kept me company.
I just rilly need a break from work & find back my sanity lah

Asphyxiated at at 2:20 PM