Friday, January 27, 2006
To my E-biz group members, please wake up ur idea and come on time wen u ask me to. I hardly slept the entire week and now that im in school at 10am, nobody is here yet. Thx lor.
Asphyxiated at at 10:06 AM
Black. . . . Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clayWere laid spread out before me as her body once didAll five horizons revolved around her soulAs the earth to the sunNow the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turnAnd all I taught her was everythingI know she gave me all that she woreAnd now my bitter hands chafe beneath the cloudsOf what was everything? Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...I take a walk outsideI’m surrounded by some kids at playI can feel their laughter, so why do I searOh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my headI’m spinning, oh, I’m spinningHow quick the sun can, drop awayAnd now my bitter hands cradle broken glassOf what was everythingAll the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...All the love gone bad turned my world to blackTattooed all I see, all that I am, all I’ll ever beI know someday you’ll have a beautiful life, I know you’ll be a starIn somebody else’s sky, but whyWhy, why can’t it be, why can’t it be mine-Pearl Jam
Asphyxiated at at 2:03 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
Oh gosh.. the fan just kinda exploded in front of me. Now its totally spoilt. Anywayz, spent the past 2 days at Rachel's chalet. I thot it would be a good break from school & all but i guess not. It made me more tired.. the place is just too small & the air con just aint cold enuff. But i hope my darling girl enjoyed herself. She's forever cranky. 23 years old + 24/7 sulking = wrinkles!
I just realised i've been miting up wif the ex for the past 3 weekends. Once was to get something he got me for my bdae changed, 2nd time was to buy pressie for Rachel and the 3rd time was to go Rachel's chalet. But we were never alone much Did that help? Haha. Last week after buying present, Jes joined us & we had drinks at Nude Bar. It was den that i realised how bloody long i havent clubbed. I need to go Zouk soon. Not only bcos i miss the place like crazy, my Yan Dao has been holding on to the Zouk t-shirts Dan wanted for far too long & i better go get it from him.
Tubs will be back on Friday. Finally. He's been gone too long..
CNY is just round the corner.. i hope it'll be a good break.. thinking about all the projects & presentations just tires me out.
Peiyi should be giving birth anytime soon. Im gonna be a godma oready. I can't imagine being called 'godma' or 'aunty' -shivers-
I think i need another holiday.. just leave sg for a short while.. shall plan wif Mel & see wen she wanna go & wen Tubs can make it.
Shall go get myself organised abit den its back to prepaaring for presentations & all that shit.. What a life
Asphyxiated at at 2:52 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
I swear i havent had internet access for the longest time.. by the time the new com comes, i would have graduated n wouldnt have a need for the com anymore. WTF. Anywaez, no new year resolution for me as usual.. just hope that everything turns out fine. I've got shit loads of work to do so i shall try to keep my blog short.. I've got only afew hours b4 the BBQ later.
Countdown was at Singex - Mambo Jambo.. by that i tink its quite obvious who i went wif huh.. Dan, Sharon, Cardin etc etc etc... Music was good... but nothing beats Zouk itself.. the only part of it that felt like Zouk was the usual Mambo regulars and the syncro podium dancers. Thank goodness we got table and seats at the VIP area or my legs would have died. Oh.. someone sent 2 veri sweet live sms that came up on the screen.. so thanks.. and hope u had fun as well.
Managed to meet up wif Mandy on friday cos i was in the area to settle some stuff wif Rachel.. its been ages man! Good to see u and we rilly gotta catch up sometime soon.
Met up wif the ex on Thursdae.. came over to pick me up for coffee nearby and passed me my bdae & xmas prezzies. Im glad u r doing fine and im oso rilly happy that u have gotten over me (i hope)
Wat else.... Oh. Congrats Fei De on passing yout TP and i noe u lost alot of weight wen u got hospitalised for dengue.. go eat more k.. if not i cant call u fei de anymore
I oso wanna give a quick shout out to my KC babez that has stuck wif me for donkey years.. Jane, Chix, Gel, Rosh etc etc.. I love u girls to bits... sorry Rosh i couldnt make it to ur house party.. will make it up to u -HUGz-
Not forgetting my Yan Dao... i miss Ryan at times.. im sure u do too.. but thanks for being sucha great fren.. and it means alot to me that i dun have to q wen i go zouk, thanks to u, who just walks me in and keeps a lookout for me wenever i go zouk.
Then there is Mel. Blood IS thicker than water i guess. Haha. Thanks for being the best cousin i can ever have. I'll see u at the BBQ later!
There are so many people i wanna say something to, but as u can see my short entry is getting out of hand. I just hope i will be able to spend more time wif people who deserves my care and concern and..
I love u, baby boy. In a way i cant fathom, u keep me sane even though u drive me crazy most of the time. Lets hope for the best yah *muackz* Will miss u like crazy wen u go NZ
Happie New Year once again to everyone!
Asphyxiated at at 2:48 PM