Friday, April 07, 2006
My mum gave Heidi away. Yes its true. I wouldn't dream about joking when it comes to such things. My close frens would be as shocked as how i was at first when i got home on wednesday afternoon to find my dog missing. I dun wanna go into details here cos its gonna be obscenely vulgar & some people may be apalled at the words that i may use to describe my sentiments towards my mother. Lets just say she knew how dear the dog was to me. Fuck. The dog was the only reason home was bearable. It did not help that she did not have the decency to notify me before conveniently giving my dog away. It was shock at first, followed by anger, then i brawled my eyes out. Now its hatred at its purest form. She has been constantly trying her luck with me & i guess it has run out.
Thank god for darl who was with me when i found out. I have been staying at his place since & he has been really comforting. Im still at abit of a loss at what im gonna do. It seems like i cant do anything but at the same time, i feel like im just running away from it. I can't fucking believe it. What did i do to deserve such a mother.
Asphyxiated at at 4:29 AM
