a s f i x i a d o

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Sunday's pictures. I just remembered i din get a picture wif Ling... We so pigged out at Carl's Jr. I couldn't even finish my fries.. It was a great gathering anyway. Too bad Mandy couldn't make it & Ting had to work til late.
Everyone, please appreciate Yuan's crowning glory before its gone!
And can u spot Kailing's black bra? So sexay.. Haha!

Asphyxiated at at 3:12 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

Being home never felt so damn good. Maybe cos i'm home alone. Or maybe cos.. ... yeah peeps, you'll see me at home alot from now on. It doesn't take a genius to figure out why yah. Money is my only headache rite now. Cos i'm glad i dropped the job. Not fucking worth it.
I'm sorry if i let u down.. there is a limit to how much i can take & it was really giving me a mental breakdown. I'll make sure our plans get back on track k.

Asphyxiated at at 12:22 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

Work is really getting to me. Big time. I can't take it anymore. I'm real tempted to quit & just compensate them.

Asphyxiated at at 12:45 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

My darlings are going BKK without me this week. I wanna go lah! They offered to buy stuff back for me but i dun want.. i just wanna gooooooo.. I hate work. And i hate TP even more. Waste of my time.
I'm desperate for my next pay cheque to come in.. i haven't bought a single thing the entire month & yet my $ is running out. How i have no idea at all.
I've been so tired these past few days. I really wonder if its worth all this stress & fatigue. The only time i can catch up on some sleep is the weekends & yet, no matter how much i sleep, it never seems to be enuff *sigh* Now that i'm doing my shift, i have to work on Saturdays. I hope i dun burn out...

Asphyxiated at at 1:05 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

The weekend was a good one. Which is probably why it passed so quickly.
Friday after work, walked over to Cathay to buy tix for DaVinci Code, headed home, went Cartel for dinner. Thanks Mick for the discount. Went to grand aunt's wake after dat den was off to Bullfrog @ Novena Square for a beer. Took the last train down to Cathay for the movie. I have to say it was pretty disappointing. It's been a long time since i last fell asleep at the movies. Not to mention the aircon was so cold i was tempted to walk out but decided against it.
Saturday evening, met Jes & Rachel @ Indochine for some drinks & to catch up. Catch up we sure did. I dun even noe how many hours we spent talking but i noe the place was closing so we headed to Geylang for some You Tiao & Soya Bean drink. We were practically sussing out every girl in sight & coming to our own conclusions if they were prostitutes or not. Then we wondered if other people were thinking the same about us. Haha.

Asphyxiated at at 12:41 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

Why is it i'm almost so sure we won't work out? I think we both know it. It's just that our share of good moments is just too hard to let go. We both know to what extent all this can can lead to & we both know it's damn possible. I just wonder when it'll blow. And what will become of me.

Asphyxiated at at 1:11 AM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

I rilly dislike going to O Bar. The crowd there turns me off. It oways has. Loads of wannabes & despos. The only reason why i went yesterday was for my colleagues & thanks Mandy for coming down to join me. It was much appreciated. I was shit tired yesterday. I thought my legs were gonna give way.
I think i over smsed Ronny. My bills ain't gonna be funny.. so much for smsing overseas.
I am mentally exhausted. I'm crossing my fingers that dis weekend is gonna be good or i swear i'll go mad. I hate it when my work life & private life decides to screw me up at the same time. Its just testing my sanity.
Sometimes u do & say the sweetest things but at times when i really need u ard, u dun seem to be there. Or even worse, u say things that makes me feel worse than how i am oready feeling. I do wonder if there is a clash in personality or age or something. There are such extreme feelings & emotions that when it turns ugly, its fucking bad.
I dunno what to say anymore. I've got work 2moro & i hope i dun lose it during work. I dun even noe what to do to make myself feel better. I can't go on crying forever

Asphyxiated at at 11:34 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

The long overdue picture of Baby Ethan. Ain't he cute? I'm an official Aunty now. Shucks.
I'm dead tired today but i'm looking forward to shopping after work later & going clubbing with my colleagues. They are the best bunch of colleagues i'll ever get. It's such a rarity for us to get so close in such a short period of time but damn it feels good. Too bad we'll have to split when we start on our different shifts.
Guess i'll have to take MC again on Thursday. Was wondering if i should take MC for class or for work but i figured it's highly unlikely that i'll wake up in time for work so i guess i'll skip work this Thursday again. Haha.

Asphyxiated at at 12:53 AM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

The weekend has passed too quickly. I dunno why but after about a month of work, i suddenly dread going to work. It just hit me just now how much i dun wanna go work 2moro but i noe i have to *sigh* I guess the only way is to find a job i really enjoy. How to.. Anyway i dun wanna think too much about it cos i'm contract bound & i can't entertain any ideas of changing a job. Shall just hang on in there til next year.
I can't wait to go shopping!! My pay is in & even though its not alot, i wanna shop sooooo badly. I need retail theraphy. I've got my eyes on a pair of nine west shoes oready. Haha. I wanna go lingerie shopping too. I shall go on a shopping rampage. Anyone wanna join me? I wanna cut my hair & have a fresh dye job as well. I managed to do my manicure over the weekend so at least that's one down.
I'm looking forward to The Da Vinci Code movie. The book did not impress me much. I'm hoping the show will do it some justice though. I hope they do a movie on Angels & Demons. That book i enjoyed.
I so dun wanna go work 2moro lah.. whatever happened to my dreams of being a tai tai?

Asphyxiated at at 11:58 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

I gave myself a self-declared early long weekend. I did not go to work today. Hahaha. Yes, i did go to Zouk last nite but thats not the reason i din go to work today. It's cos i need to go back school -sigh- I thought i could sleep in today but i was so wrong. Firstly, the bloody air con has been leaking for the past few days & even with all the towels & pails i've put below my air con, it somehow still managed to sorta flood my room & my pretty ikea boxes are ruined! Jasper woke me up early in the morning & said that there were people coming over to view the hse so i had to wake up. Following that, the air con people came. I hope they do a good job or i'm gonna be real pissed. I gotta head out around 3pm & i'm still so sleepy lor. I can't even take a nap before i leave cos there wun be anytime. This place is like a mad-house. Gotta go get MC after i'm done in school later. I can't believe my pay is not in yet. FUCK

Asphyxiated at at 12:45 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

I miss you a little, a little too much
I'm oready not feeling well & the smell of medicated oil is making me feel worse! Bleah!! I noe it's a relatively short week but it's only Monday!
I just wanna lie in bed & i want darl to cook for me. Yummers! I loved yesterday's breakfast/lunch. Can't wait for work to end. My nose is gonna fall out any moment..

Asphyxiated at at 2:17 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

I've been ill the past couple of days, which means i had to put aside my plans to club & go out. Might as well actually, cos my pay isn't in yet & i'm broke. The stress level at work is moving up another notch. It's seriously not helping me feel any better. I've been cranky & i wish you would be a little more concerned & attentive.
Thank goodness the elections are over & i'm glad there wasn't a queue when i went to vote. I still dunno what the big hoo-haa is about.. gimme a break.. Thank goodness they did not catch me on camera or something. I was in my pjs.. what do you expect? It's just behind my house & all i had to do was to draw a cross, dump it into a box & go home -yawnz-
I hope i'll get better real quick. I'm looking forward to Mambo this Wed. Anybody wanna join just let me noe yah.
Lets see what else is worth mentioning..
Oh yah. My baby nephew Ethan is the cutest ever lah! I shall post pics of him soon. Anyway, i couldn't play much with him cos i was ill.. bummer!
Tomorrow is another day at work.. #$^%&%#@.. But it's gonna be a short week cos Friday is Public Holiday! YAY!
And Jane, thanks for picking me up at my place on Saturday nite *MUACKz* Headed to pick Mr Grumpy up from his place after that den we went to S'goon Macs to chill. I'm glad my HP kept you entertained. Haha!

Asphyxiated at at 11:07 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Let's go CAN cafe for another round of truth or dare..

Asphyxiated at at 6:03 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

I've been eating far too much this weekend. Its madness. Its basically sleeping, eating & not much else. Yesterday tubs cooked each of us a huge plate of fried rice, den we went to parkway where we had bubble tea, chicken wing from crystal jade, corn soup & apple soda from mos burger. We den headed to granny's place for dinner with Anderson's ice cream as dessert. Met Jane at PW awhile & i had Old Chang Kee. Went to Pasir Ris park for BBQ after dat b4 heading home. Once home, the boy complained he was hungry so being a good older sis, i made him a huge pizza (which tubs oso wanted, therefore i made 2 huge pizzas). It wasn't enuff for him so in the end i made cabonara & campbell soup as well. Right after dat, Jane called & said she was on her way to pick us up wif Tiger & surprise surprise, we went to Tong Shui cafe. We did not eat this time but i bet the drinks were enuff to pile on the calories. Went Marina Square after dat. Tubs & Tiger were cute lah. Bowling like small kids. So serious about their game. Haha. Oh, can i side track & announce that up to this day, there are actually still some disgustingly uncivilised ppl out there. Our MS toilet experience was horrid man. There was shit splattered all over the toilet seat. WTF. We nearly passed out & Jane was fucking thankful she brought medicated oil along. It like us quite awhile to recover from the shock.
Tubs went back to camp this morning & now he's heading back here. Later we are going Paramount for buffet dinner. Goodness somebody stop me. My lunch of Macs which daddy bought for me is still undigested lor.
How to lose weight like this? I'm on a eating rampage every weekend...
Btw, my progress package $ has somehow dissappeared. Yeah.. fuck man. It was supposed to last me til my pay comes in lor... but then again.. i only had $200 lor.. is dat pathetic or what. So its no big surprise that its gone in 1 weekend rite. Cos i rilly dunno where all the $ went. I din shop at all & even though i ate alot, i din spend alot on food... Aiyah, watever lah. Probably it just to all the taxi rides..

Asphyxiated at at 3:05 PM