Saturday, June 03, 2006
OMG i'm so pissed. Is it me or is it just the guys i meet?
We were watching TV after i just washed my hair & his dad asked him if he wanted to go view cars. He told his dad to let him go get changed first & he continued watching TV. So i asked him if he shld go get ready & he brushed me off saying his dad was just kidding. Then he decided to double check & he came back asking if i needed a hair dryer. At this point i am pissed oready. Firstly, i hate such last minute plans & in the first place, he did not even ask me if i wanted to go. I hate rushing to get ready so i told him to just go ahead with his dad & i'll either wait for him at his place or i'll just let myself out. He said nvm, he'll tell his dad that he wun go & said that i din haf to get ready though i had oready started. He went down, came back up & told me he'll be back in half an hour. He could tell i was pissed & all he could say was that we were going Bishan after all later cos it was our initial plan. He so doesn't get it lor. Its not about bcos we are going Bishan so he can do whatever he pleases lor. He doesn't even spare a thought for me. Its not even the first time this is happening. I think its absolutely absurd. But whatever, i told him we'll talk about it when he comes back & he just leaves like that. I'll never make plans for people & take it for granted that they'll agree to it so i dun see why he should do this to me. I wonder what will happen if i just walked off. Some things i can put up with, for example his NS life. I tell myself to bear with his inconsistent hours but this is just too personal. It seems like he can't decide between me & doing something he likes. Maybe he's still really young but i am just consoling myself? The situation is so obvious & he just drops me like that. Am i being taken for granted? If i leave will he think he should have consulted me before telling me what to do or maybe he would have chose to stay home? I dunno lah.. He says i dun open up enuff.. I say he's not sensitive enuff.
Btw, thank you for not bringing me the HP charger i have been asking from you. I found it in the computer room. And your half an hour is up oready.
Asphyxiated at at 12:51 PM
