Monday, August 28, 2006
I was going thru all my old emails today trying to look for something when i chanced upon past emails from V. I read thru a couple of them & i can't believe it but it still hurts. I guess those wounds just never closed completely. How can it close properly when he left them raw & gaping? It's been such a long while oready. But i can still remember our good times together, and of cos the pain & tears i had to go thru after that. When he so cold bloodedly left me to die, i forced myself to get everything back together & once i thought i was back on track, he had to say he was sorry & that he regretted his actions. That made me fall one more time. His games were so draining. Up til this day, i dun even noe what his actual intentions were. Good or bad? I'll never like him again, but i need closure.
Asphyxiated at at 1:12 AM
