Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Love may be many a splendored thing but love also confuses me. At this point in time, i see people madly in love & i also see people falling out of love. Me? I dunno where i am. I am never one to expect too much out of a relationship. Then why can't i get my fair share of good things in a relationship? I noe i'm not in a bad relationship, but is it good enuff? Some peope think i deserve better. I'm so happy when my friends have partners who are so fantastic, but at the same time, i'm thankful i'm not in a rut either.
The other day, someone asked me what we do when we go out. I was seriously lost for words. I couldn't even remember when was the last time we went out alone. I can't even remember when our last movie together was. I miss those times so much. And come to think of it, we haven't been together all that long & oready things are like that? I noe some things can't be helped but sometimes it all gets a little tiring. I guess i noe why wedding vows includes 'for better or for worse' becos sometimes, it's really trying.
Thankfully, my friends have been keeping me occupied this week cos the BF can't spend any time wif me. Yesterday, met Jes at Mas-Ayu for ribena with lemon & the fat cat decided to make a guest appearance. I wanted to go Zouk so badly today but not to worry, cos Kailing came to pick me up & we went Gelare for a drink wif Mandy & Huiting. Tomorrow wun be so bad either cos i'll be meeting da chix & tigress for dinner. What do i do without my frens...
Asphyxiated at at 11:54 PM
