I've found something to keep me occupied on the computer! It's a secret. Only Mandy & Kailing knows about it. Haha.
Met up wif da chix at Parkway just now to walk around & to chill. I saw a couple of things i like -stabs myself- Told tubs & he said "when you start working & get your pay then you can buy them". I oso know. Let me whine to you can or not? Cos fate likes to play games with me. By the time i get my pay, those things a saw will be gone! *sobberz* I saw a pair of nice capris & a really great bag. Hope they will still be around when i have the money.
Saw Angel & her darling at parkway. I miss you girl! Raven better treat you good or i'll abduct her doggie!
When i got home, chatted with Kailing & Mandy on MSN & we are planning a slumber party at my place! Not so much party lah. More slumber i guess. The girls have to work the next day & they are only making use of my crib cos it's the nearest to Expo. It's on Saturday so anyone wanna join us? Shall think who else to call. Ling can't make it cos she's working, unless she comes over after work. Well, shall settle everything by tomoro. Sleep overs at my house can be quite a sight. We used to have 5 people crashing in my bed. I wonder how we did it.
K lah. Shall go continue what i have been diligently doing the whole day now.
Asphyxiated at at 2:24 AM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
Now that i'm home so early, i dunno what to do. Maybe i shall go take a nap.
Asphyxiated at at 1:41 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
What happened was after finish eating at BK, i was walking behind tubs when i heard someone say very rudely "excuse me, can you walk faster!". I turned around & there was this indian man who was working at BK. So i told him "do i look like i can go any faster? what kind of fucking attitude is this?" and i think i oso said something about complaining but guess what? I just left. I was fuming, no doubt but i think part of the reason why i din do anything about it was bcos the king of crabbiness asked me not to. Why? Not bcos he is more mild mannered than me. No way. If it had happened to him, he would have kicked up sucha a big fuss he would be given free BK meals for the next 5 years & that indian asswipe would have had a barrage profanities coming at him so fast & furious that his puny brain will never be able to comprehend in this lifetime or the next. The reason i did not do anything is bcos i give in too much to that BF of mine & his reason for not wanting me to complain was bcos he was tired & he just wanted to get home asap.
Power right. Some kind of BF he is. Doesn't even stand up for his own GF. Somebody teach me how to wash my hands off him.
That episode aside, i saw a mailer about Bungalows @ Caldecott. Its not yet built but it looks damn promising. It even has it's own swimming pool. I've always wanted my own private housing with a pool. *sigh* I can so imagine living in that house, with my BMW convertible or Jaguar sports parked in the garage. When is my big money gonna come rolling in? I think i should slap myself. Work hard now, dream later.
Oh. Digressing, I know what my next ink job is gonna look like oready. But first i need to find a good tattoo artist to draw it out the exact way i want it to be, and oso wait for $ lah.
It was showing Elton John's The Red Piano on cable TV. It was pretty short but i thought it was really good. Here's a song for all the people i love! *muackz*
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live
If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world
I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on
So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen
Asphyxiated at at 1:40 AM
Friday, September 22, 2006
Asphyxiated at at 9:29 PM
Basic stuff that i believe i will get soon enuff will be things like a new mobile phone. Mine is failing me oready. The Nokia N73 seems pretty good even though it doesn't look all that impressive. Also, i want an Ipod Video. I think that'll keep me entertained a good part of the time. Other random stuff would be new shoes, clothes, bags etc.
I am so fucking deprived can. Can't remember when was the last time i actually bought something. It has been so long that even window shopping hurts now. The want has become a need.
Gimme a few years down the road, if everything goes well, i'll have a nice place to call my own plus my own car. I want a condo please. I'll promise to use the pool & tennis court.
In the meantime, all i can do is work towards that dream i guess. A rich BF/Sugar daddy will speed up the process by alot though. Any takers? Haha.
Asphyxiated at at 2:40 AM
Thursday, September 21, 2006
Oh. SFL8533S please stop being a road hazzard & you are a very irresponsible man! How can you reverse into another car & instead of owning up or running away, you actually had the cheek to park in another lot nearby & wait while your wife/mistress went to ta pao KFC. So many people saw/heard you bang into the other car & you still couldn't be bothered. Such audacity!
Asphyxiated at at 1:41 AM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Today is gonna be a busy day. Gotta run around quite abit. May be a good thing, to get out of this hell hole & keep myself occupied for awhile in the afternoon. Why can't the sun be a little bit more merciful..
Asphyxiated at at 11:37 AM
I detest your indifference & your lack of interest. So dun you dare turn the tables on me again cos you know it's your fault.
I hate the fact that what people were saying are becoming so true. I dun wanna live a lie & i will let it all go once i've reached my limit. So do not test it.
Asphyxiated at at 12:12 AM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Asphyxiated at at 7:11 PM
Asphyxiated at at 1:33 AM
Monday, September 18, 2006
I know the last time i was in a convent school was about 7 years ago but up til now, i still can't get used to how people perceive convent girls. Ok maybe that was put too subtly. I can't fucking stand how shallow some people are & how they abuse their power in the media to dig at teenagers that they do not have a good impression of.
This time it's generalised. Convent girls. The last time someone had something very nasty to say, it was directed at Katong Convent girls.
Some may think i'm just being petty. I think this time it's a pretty harmless but i still think it's really unfair. Maybe because most of the erm, cheap girls i know/ heard about are not convent girls. And are you sure only convent girls wear their uniforms short? And wassup with being easy when it comes to the opposite sex?
I think we are easier when it came to members of the same sex. Oops, i did not just say dat. Sometimes, just sometimes, guys just don't measure up you know.
ANYWAY, this weekend was alrite lah. Friday morning was off to an interview that was a great waste of my time. Spent Friday evening trying to be the docile GF that i am & went with tubs to the west & waited for him at his campus for 3 hours. Luckily i brought along a novel to keep myself occupied but it didn't help that i had to sit on an uncomfortable bench under poor lighting with mosquitoes feeding off me.
After dat was off to some kopitiam with Jane & Tiger to slack. I think to make up for my insomnia, i slept really well that night.
Saturday evening was off to parkway, supposedly to do some window shopping but we figured shops were closing so we ended up buying buns for dinner at the confectionery near the hawker. We were just talking about how eating buns could save us alot of money when we decided to go to the 24 hour cold storage at Katong Mall & nearly bought a whole load of stuff to cook at home. Haha. What irony.
Jane called then & they came pick us up to go Chinatown for porridge. How i miss eating there! Bumped into da chix over there & we ate until we were gonna puke.. pretty horrible. That's for being greedy even though i wasn't hungry.
We headed to Orchard after dat, supposedly to walk around & aid our digestion BUT we ended up at Swensens. I have no idea how Jane & Tiger managed a Coit Tower each. All i could do was share a root beer float with tubs.
Sunday was spent relaxing at home. Tubs went home in the afternoon & i went to granny's place for dinner. Ethan boy is sucha darling. Caught him in a good mood today. Smiling & laughing all the way, not to mention lotsa drool.
It has been raining these few days. Shiok if you're at home, but a real pain if you're going out. I really need to get a job soon. If everything goes well, i'd wanna leave the country by end of the year for a short vacation. I think i need it.
Asphyxiated at at 12:19 AM
Friday, September 15, 2006
Managed to watch Rockstar Supernova finale. Lukas Rossi is fronting Supernova! I think it's gonna be fantabulous!
Singapore idol? Who cares.
Asphyxiated at at 1:06 AM
Thursday, September 14, 2006
I think with the boy finishing up his N Levels & me finding a job, i can hand over my late nite throne to him. Even during his exam period, he has been having so many late nights either watching telly or using the com. Sounds like what i do everyday eh. I do hope he does well & moves on to complete his O Levels though.
Gotta wake up shit early tomorrow morning. Oh.. its not tomorrow. It's just in afew hours' time. FUCK. I hate waking up early.
Rockstar Supernova is coming to an end. The remaining 4 are great! I love Toby but the only person i hope that doesn't win is Magni. I just prefer the other 3 lah. When they bring the tour to Singapore, i wanna go!
When i was out & about today, i think the magnitude of IMF really kicked in. The bus route i oways used was closed, causing a mad jam on the alternatives route. There were police cars all over the place, the MRT station had so many policemen.. erugh! Can't wait for all this ruckus to be over.
I think i shall end here for now, be a good girl & have an early night. A damn early night. Doubt i can fall asleep but i shall try. Sleeping pills are out of the question. They may make me sleep faster but i oso think they will make me over sleep.
Tata for now!
Asphyxiated at at 1:15 AM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
Jane came to pick me up at nite & we went Kallang KFC til it closed & we got chased away. Went to Mustafa after dat to walk around before heading home. Even though i'm having flu, i could smell all the different smells there & it made me feel even worse. Argh.
Asphyxiated at at 2:26 AM
Monday, September 11, 2006
Here's Nicole Richie's tattoo
Asphyxiated at at 6:51 PM
This weekend was pretty boring. *sigh* What's new right.
Friday night walked out wif tubs to Mas-Ayu for supper but it was packed so we went home. Tubs had to go back camp for awhile the next day so he slept while i did dunno what. Not only am i having insomnia, i'm having memory loss.
Tubs was supposed to go back camp for ard 2 hours nia but by the time i met him in town, it was oready evening. When i got to town, he had just settled at the hairdresser's & because it was packed, i ended up standing outside waiting for him. Oh how i hate waiting. I guess guys aren't much of a planner. Tubs decided that he wanted to meet Chan. Thanks lor. I did not go all the way to town, just to stand outside & wait for you to get your hair done, only to be expected to go home while you go & meet your friend. That is seriously crossing the line. To compromise, i agreed to accompany him, BUT i had to go home & change first cos his dear friend was fishing at punggol & i would be expected to sit on the ground.
*Note to Kailing: I noe you think i can't be bothered to dress up anymore but seriously lah, look at my BF lah.. how you want me find the mood to dress up? Even when i think of dressing up, it doesn't match where we go lor.. kopitiam etc.
Anywae, i was wearing skirt & heels therefore i HAD to go home to change. It was such a bummer lor. Dressed up, went all the way to town, waited for the BF, then go home. Can you let me at least window shop for 5 minutes to satisfy me abit?
You know what's the best part? After i got home & changed, Jane called & asked if we wanted to meet the my dearest said ok. Not that i mind meeting Jane. Not in the least bit but all i could think of was why i even went home to change.. It was such a waste of time. I wanted to bang my head against the wall real hard. He wanted to meet Chan so badly & suddenly he can just drop it like that. Wassup man.
Luckily it was better after dat thanks to Jane & tiger. Came to pick us up at my place (bless the 2 of them) & we went Maxwell to eat. (Over there, tubs did something so typical of him. Quite sad lah, especially when it was witnissed by my own friends. I dun want my frens to think ill of my bf but somethings are just too in your face you noe. Even without me doing or saying anything).
After that we went to Kelvin's house to fetch da chix & we went to some kopitiam to slack. Budget slacking session. I thot we could go to Kel's hse after that to watch DVD but the guys din seem up to it so we went home after dat.
I barely slept again. If i could just sleep for 2 hours straight, i think it would really help...
Shelved plans to go Zouk flea market cos it was pouring the whole afternoon. So i spent the entire Sunday watching TV while tubs slept. He slept easily more than 12 hours, only waking up once to eat before going back into dreamland. How i wish i could sleep like that.
I din expect this entry to be so lengthy. I'm that awake & that bored lor. I dun mean to bitch about tubs but sometimes he really pisses me off lah. I noe i'm gonna hear the 'you deserve better' lecture soon from concerned friends but we'll just see how it goes k.
Asphyxiated at at 2:38 AM
Saturday, September 09, 2006
I hope this weekend is a good one.. i've had too many boring weekends. Zouk flea market tomorrow anyone?
Asphyxiated at at 2:05 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Asphyxiated at at 5:11 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Was reading The New Paper & there were 2 full pages stating all the things done in preparation for the IMF/World Bank meetings. I guess there will be many people who take pride in showing others what a nice place we have but i think it's getting a little too much & it just feels a little dodgy to me. Why start paving the roads to perfection, plant clolourful plants all over Singapore, do a nation-wide cleaning up (just to name afew) just for this event? Shouldn't all these things be done for us, the citizens? Now visitors get all the good stuff. Do we thank them because without them, we wun see Singapore the way it's gonna look in 1 week's time? I noe its sucha small thing & pretty flowers are the least of my worries but it just seems wrong somehow. For those who think it's gonna benefit us eventually, dun be too happy first. Cos by the time this event is over, i guess the plants are also about to die & i'm sure they will be thrown away & never to be replaced. And you noe those irritating metal plates that have been around for the longest time making driving hazzardous? Those will be covered up with tar but once the event over, it's gonna be torn up & its gonna be back to normal. I swear its no joke driving over those metal plates, especially when it's raining cos its super slippery & bumpy.
Ok people, i've done my share of bitching for the day. I think the government is gonna blacklist me one day & make me migrate to another country. What to do, i'm a Singaporean. I like to complain mah.
Asphyxiated at at 1:10 AM
Monday, September 04, 2006
Bad things would be i had a big tiff wif tubs, which i shall not go into detail cos it made me almost give up on us. Also, the asshole made me hate him even more, which i shall also not go into detail for it would just tempt me to walk into his room now & stab him to death. My dad also bought a fuck ugly car, which i shall try my bestest not to drive if possible. It din help that it was too short a weekend.
Moving on to good things would be Ting's birthday, which even though i did not stay for long, i was happy to see everyone again.
Also, i managed to meet Jane after dat for Ah Chew's dessert & let off some steam or i would have burst a blood vessel after the fight wif tubs. Buying the car would be a good thing in a way i guess. As much as i hate how it looks, at least its a form of transport which i dun have to pay for. The japanese lunch at Raffles Town Club after car shopping wasn't too bad either. What to do when daddy doesn't eat raw salmon & decides to give it all to me. Haha.
I hope next week will be a better week!
Asphyxiated at at 12:48 AM
