Is it me or there's just less & less of the Xmas mood as years go by?
I've got great gifts this year so thanks for all the prezzies people!
I've got a brand new bag from tubs which i love. Everyone, say M-I-U M-I-U!
Daddy got me a new HP which i seriously need. Nokia N73.. It better serve me well!
Aunty Soo Lee got me a gorgeous diamond studded bracelet.
Mel got me a nice box of FCUK toiletries. I've far too much toiletries but i still like it!
Chix got me a box of toiletries as well & they smell absolutely yummy!
Jane got me Calvin Klein panties & a bling bling lighter... which has run out of gas..
Tub's present from me was not quite what i expected with many screw ups along the way but i'm glad he liked it!
Xmas party at my place pretty standard. Turkey, Lamb leg, Beef, Honey baked ham, Shushi platter, Salmon sashimi platter, Soup, Olive rice, Cheese cake, Log cakes, Potato salad, Sausages, Suckling pig (lolx. yup. courtesy of grandpa), Vodka shots, Punch... i think there's more but you get the idea lah huh. It was a feast. Everything was going well until Grandpa gave out our prezzies. Everyone got a cheque. I'm not gonna say how much it is but it's quite a big amount. By right it would be enuff to make anyone more than estatic but i hated it. It just doesn't feel right. It din feel like a present. I hate to say this but it feels like a parting gift. It din help dat he took a bad fall in the toilet soon after the present giving & had to be sent home. The mood was fucking somber. I hate crying so i kept it in. As much as everyone is more or less prepared for the worse as he's been ill for so long, it still sucks. At least he has led a long & fulfilling life. So my Xmas wish this year is that he'll get better. I'm not ready yet.
Merry Christmas everybody.
Asphyxiated at at 1:17 AM
