Thursday, February 08, 2007
Had dinner at Werner's yesterday with tubs. My treat. It's only one week since i've gotten my pay & i'm oready over spending. Must control! This year is a bad year for my finances!
Tonight is reunion dinner with my mum's side of the family. It's like 1 week early but what to do, my uncle can only make it tonight. You can catch the busy man on TV tonight.

I assume this was pre-recorded if not he wouldn't be able to eat with us later.
Da chix is going to pick me up after dinner to go look at doggies. Yay! At the same time i can go look at the owner who is some cutie & his WRX. Kill 3 birds with 1 stone. Haha. I shall not plan my time around tubs today bcos he is so undecided & he has his own program so i'll just relak & do what i want, if not it gets frustrating & he'll think i'm kicking up a big fuss.
Yesterday he dropped a bombshell on me. He says he is going overseas to study in about 3 years time. I know it seems a long way more. But i have very strong opinions when it comes to long distance relationships. By then, i will be 27 years old. OMG. I need security & stability. At that age, the last thing i need is a BF overseas. I dunno if i'm thinking too much into it, but i dun think i'll accept it. Told him i'm not keen with the arrangement & he didn't even have anything to say. This is something we have to talk about soon. I dun wanna waste my time on a relationship that is heading towards it's own end. It may seem selfish, or people may say love transcends all obstacles, but i have to be practical as well. I'm not getting young anymore. I hope he finds an alternative solution. Cos i may not stick around. Everything i do, i put him first. But this, i think it's asking too much. I'm not some teenage girl with lots of time on her side anymore. I dunno lah. I guess i'll really have to push him to talk about it this weekend..
Mandy: Hope you have a great trip! We'll meet up again soon for travel gossip when you come back yah. Take care of yourself! -hugz-
Danceal: I just managed to do a quick go-through of my email yesterday night & thanks for your mail! Din have time to reply you but i really appreciate your concern. Sometimes it just takes 1 person that can empathise with you to make you feel better.
Asphyxiated at at 10:58 AM