Tuesday, February 06, 2007
There's only me & the Airhead in the office. *yawnz* I can't stand the sight of her. Why can't i just be in the office alone or something..
Met Mandy & Kailing yesterday for dinner & to gai gai & i got tub's Vday present. Kiasu right. But that's just me. I hate doing things last minute & i'll panic if i can't find what i wanna buy. Anyway, i have to admit it's quite a splurge & the girls think i spoil him too much so i hope he likes it & appreciates it! Dinner @ Cineleisure Cartel. I dunno why i ordered a main when i couldn't even finish half of it. Bumped into Ling & Ann after dat. Slacked wif them for awhile & cabbed home & called it a day!
I dunno why u r so pissed. I've tried being discreet, i've even tried hiding my disappointment but it all doesn't work so i guess i have to be outright. But when i'm outright, u get angry & think that i'm finding fault or putting you down. But go think about it yourself k. I'll say it once again. I dun need anything expensive. I just want something to show u put effort into it. Dun ask me to go shopping & u'll pay for wat i want. Bcos i can buy my own stuff. I want something from the heart. Why is it so hard......."I know that valentine's day means something to you that's why i'm doing it. and u know me enough to know that it doesn't mean anything to me"
What do you do when ur BF tells u something like dat? You know how they say everyday should b like Valentine's Day? Now i know why there is such a day. Bcos not everyone is as sweet & gives surprises to their other halves on normal days. That's why there has to be a day where people are allocated to be extra sweet. But for me, it's the exact opposite. Occasions are so painful now. Occasions are one thing that never failed to brighten my day but now... I will not take this long term. I will give you time but if its gonna be like dat everytime.. I really dunno. Bcos it shows how little i mean to u & girls need to feel loved & pampered after all.
Asphyxiated at at 10:46 AM
