Thursday, March 29, 2007
I am a happy girl today. I'm not exactly sure why. But i guess it's made up of many little things. Let's try listing them down shall we?
My pay cheque is in. It's nearing the weekend. I found another outlet for online shopping. The bitch din try pissing me off today. I had just the right amount of food for lunch today. I had (i think) sufficient sleep last night. I found new things to do so time passed faster. Half the people in my office are either on business trip or on leave. The weather is so shiok today.
Ok whatever. I think the main reason is the online shopping. I tabulated the total costs & even without converting it to SGD & adding the shipping costs, it's quite a big sum of money. Thank goodness i'm not a rash person bcos i haven't sent out the orders. YET. Tubs is gonna flip. He's so afraid that i'm overdoing online shopping & he thinks i'm addicted to it. I'm not lor.. Anyway i'll put all orders on hold for now bcos if i were to order now, it'll come around the time i'm moving & i dun want my clothes to go missing! It doesn't help that i have a 2 second memory, which reminds me, the dress i ordered sometime back hasn't arrived yet. What the hell.
Anyway, i'm gonna say it again. I wanna go on a holiday!! Rachel is in Hong Kong this week & Jes is going on a cruise next week. When is it my turn?! Mandy made a good offer - Hong Kong during the later part of the year. We should find 1 or 2 more ppl & go mai dong xi chi dong xi! The BFs can stay in SG to work their asses off & us girls can go paint the town red. The food, shopping & Lan Kwai Fong is bekoning me oready!
Asphyxiated at at 4:51 PM
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
The stupid bitch is kicking up a great big ruckus with the cleaner & it's pissing me off. I have no idea what all the fuss is about but i'm guessing it's about the office plants. Yup, it couldn't get any more stupid. That's what happens when she has nothing to do. She wants to look busy bcos she can't possibly do nothing at her desk as its right in front of the boss so she starts making redundant phone calls & finds trouble with the cleaner who comes in three times a week. Today i was a step away from snapping at her again but i think she saw it coming & she backed off. She should just throw herself off the building & she can do some soul searching during the last few seconds of her very pathetic life.
Some people are just so loathsome. And the thing is that they dun noe it. How sad. Maybe they know it but somewhere in their twisted mind they think its fun & that they can get away with it. And when something bad happens to them, they are quick to point fingers & whine 'why me'. Get a life scumbag. What goes around comes around & you know what? You can run but you can't hide.
I dunno why i'm in a mean mood today. I'm not in a bad mood, just feeling mean. Yeah. I oso dunno why i am so sleepy at work yesterday & today. It's really bad. Maybe bcos tubs woke me up before the alarm even went off, which deprived me of that few more minutes of precious sleep or maybe bcos we kinda OD-ed on tv last nite. Whatever. I miss my bed so much now.
I was shit tired yesterday so sorry my dears Kailing & Mandy if i seemed spaced out. We may have met only for a little while & it may not have been one of our best get-togethers but i still love ur company k. I think we were all too occupied thinking about other things & there wasn't a condusive place for us to have a good bitching session & Mandy had to leave for her anniversary dinner. (How was it babe?) But we know for sure we'll meet up again soon & have a good time so no worries eh.
Asphyxiated at at 10:39 AM
Monday, March 26, 2007
The office toilet stinks to high heavens. I've decided to skip the toilet break. I think the bitch did it. Cos it smells as bad as her. I'm hungry. And cranky. I wish i were in bed now, nicely tucked in with a great big thunderstorm outside. I wish there was mummy's al dente lasagne for me to eat right now. I kinda miss bumming. I have oways been independent but i have never aspired to be the career woman in a power suit. I wanna sleep in & eat & shop & slack & club. I feel so (as Sean calls it) edgy. I think all this is telling me that i need to go on a good holiday. Right about half an hour before i can leave this place. I know i'll feel much better once i step out of this building... and it's only Monday
Asphyxiated at at 5:18 PM
Newsflash** Valentino Rossi won the MotoGP again. Whats new eh. But i'm still very happy. Imagine Singapore hosting the MotoGP. I'll be ecstatic man. Then there wun be a need to travel to Sepang & bear with the unforgiving October sun. It's been awhile but i still love my bikes big & fast. And i still love Rossi after all these years. Haha.
Friday evening after work had dinner with the family at Coffee Club. They were having some promo so i had the seafood lasagne which was pretty good. After that was off to pick tubs up & we headed to Mount Faber's The Jwel Box for my fave peppermint & baileys milkshake. It's not too big a glass & costs like $16 but i think it's well worth it. It packs the right amount of punch, just the way i like it. And yes, i think it's even better than Indochine's baileys milkshake.
Saturday was off to Suntec for the NATAS fair. The place was madness as expected and tubs & I were getting a headache from it all so we did a chop chop walk & gathered some brochures (i dunno what for oso cos most of the offers end the next day & we left everything in the car til Sunday nite & even then, we din even bother looking thru them. Haha). To escape the crowd, we decided to go for dinner. It was a tie between Paulaner Brauhaus or Tony Romas but we decided that if we went Paulaner, we were sure to drink so Tony's was it for us.
The food must have gotten into out heads & clouded it so badly that we had a riot finding the car after that. We went to where we thought we had parked the car, didn't see the car, so we went up one level, still din see the car, then we walked across the entire carpark, & still no car. We decided to retrace our steps so we went back to the convention centre, took the lift where we first came from, & realised that we were at the exact same carpark just moments ago. It din help that we had spent eons waiting for the lift & then squeezing with shitloads of ppl. And then we realised something. The car was right in front of us, only it was 2 lots away from where we thought we had parked it. Well done.
After the car hunting, we went to Pasir Ris for tub's fren's BBQ. The air was so warm & humid & still & i kew it was a bad sign. The calm before the storm as they call it. On our way back it started raining & we ended up at Tong Shui @ Thompson & can i just say their mango pomelo just isn't as nice as the one at Zion. And they dun even have a TV outside. I think that kinda defeats the purpose of going Tong Shui.
Sunday evening was dinner @ Granny's. Her cooking's fantabulous, as usual, and Ethan was a real brat. He practically squeezed half the packet of green tea on the couch & pillow. But he's cute nevertheless. I just know he'll grow up to be damn spoilt. I think i can forget about trying to dry my feshly washed hair at East Coast Park for the next couple of days or weeks or whatever. There was nothing but hot still air & it was so bad we decided to head home after just one ciggie. What the hell is wrong with the weather. Argh.
This morning's thunderstorm din help things one bit too. It made us feel like sleeping in & thank goodness it stopped by the time i reached work so my heels & pants weren't really wet or i would have been real pissed.
I think i'm falling ill.. My throat's starting to hurt. What a bummer.
Asphyxiated at at 10:28 AM
Friday, March 23, 2007
Hello weekend.
Skipped lunch today & now i'm so hungry. I wanna go for a good buffet at The Line. So what if it's pricey? It's alrite to indulge once in awhile. But the problem with me & buffets is that i dun eat as much as what i pay & i oways end up OD-ing on the ice cream more than anything else. Same for steamboats. I oways eat stuff like sausags & crabsticks and drinking the soup rather than what most people do - attack the seafood & meats.
Argh. Talking about food is not helping at all. I shall think about yesterday's dinner to try to turn myself off food for awhile. Haha. After yesterday's horribly big lunch, me & tubs went to the Airport for dinner & we ended up eating @ Fish & Co. Soup, mussels, seafood platter for 2, and you guessed it, we couldn't finish it. We were so full that the after dinner cigarette din even help one bit.
I wanna do so many things lah. I wanna go shopping, i wanna watch a movie, i wanna cut my hair, i wanna do my nails, the list is never ending. And i haven't even started on the many things i NEED to do. Like pack my room for one. I oso haven't followed up on my dental, and i gotta make afew phone calls, reservations, order cake, buy present etc etc etc. I think i shall settle mummy's birthday cake this year since she hasn't gotten down to trying the cakes at Choc a Block. It better be good since they are forever packed with orders.
Speaking about birthdays, April is a scary birthday month. Just off the top of my head i've oready counted 11 April babies. Are people that fertile in the middle of the year? And no, i din say that to make you people start to visualise your parents making out. Haha.
I wanna go home oready! I'm freezing to death & i need to defrost..
Asphyxiated at at 4:16 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
It may be a sham, or it may be that karma is really at work. If its a sham, i think its damn bo liao & karma will catch up with you sooner or later, one way or another. Dunno what i'm talking about? I'll tell you all about it another day.
Today was lunch at Brewerkz @ Clarke Quay. I thot lunch with Mel was bad. Today i couldn't even finish half my lunch. It was a good get-together anyways. And i'm not saying that just bcos it spanned over more than 2 hours. And it's oso not bcos the boss was paying for lunch & the cab fare to & fro. It was truly a good break from work. -burp- The guys were downing beer like nobody's business. Make me gian only. But i declined. It's only 1 more day away from the weekend. Then i can have my fill of beer.
The big baby was down with fever yesterday but he's better now, which is quite surprising considering the Macs supper he had the night before & the Tim Tams from last night. As whiny as he was, it was still quite funny & i shall have a surprise for him later. He better appreciate it & quit the sulking from not feeling well.
Just 2 more hours to go.. yay!
Asphyxiated at at 3:34 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
I can't believe i snapped at the bitch. But i did. Today was going well until she decided to question my competency. It nearly turned ugly but i held back. But still i sounded harsh. Enuff for her to beat a hasty retreat. When you are bored, do whatever you damn well please but stay away from me. I have my side covered so dun come sticking your nose into my business. Ask stupid questions & expect to get an answer that'll sting like a slap across your old wrinkly face. Scram bitch. How many more lessons do you need to learn not to provoke me?
Asphyxiated at at 4:15 PM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
I need a hair cut. It makes me sort out my thoughts better. Haha. Actually it's just getting out of shape & i really need to trim those ends lah. But speaking about thoughts, something hit me yesterday & i've been having this gnawing urge to post an entry regarding that but i've decided to let it lay low for awhile more & see how it goes. Bcos with raw emotions comes raw words & yes, my vocab can be quite raw. I'll try to be gentle & diplomatic & we'll see where all this heads.
Basically, what defines a true friend? I think it's one whom stands by you for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness & health. Yup, just like how a typical wedding vow goes but of cos you all know where the similarities end lah. I have oways, to my knowledge, tried to be as good a fren as possible. Maybe sometimes i dun live up to expectations bcos i'm human after all & sometimes there's so much going on in my own life to be fully sensitive to others but yah, i try my darndest.
On the flip side, when i hit a low point in my life, i can see who are my true frens bcos they care about my well being more than anything else & they are the ones that offer kind & comforting words and end up saying 'whatever your decision, i'll still be by your side'. And they keep to their word.
When you are not strong enuff to make the 'right' decision, they understand that you are but human & they say 'take your time' & deep down inside they do wish that everything will work out for you so that you'll be happy again, may it be the 'right' or 'wrong' decision. When it comes to matters of the heart, there's never a right or wrong answer cos happiness & feelings are involved as well.
Anyway, when it comes to a point when they mock you for a decision you made which they deem wrong or they kinda give up on you, i think some serious thinking has to be done. Different people have different transitions in life. Learn to accept everything that changes about your frens & not fault them for it. Accept them for who they are & remember that just bcos they are not like you or think like you, then they are wrong.
So to all my darlings who have stuck to the vows, til death to us part! Haha. I never tire of telling my frens how much i love & appreciate them bcos trust me, those who stuck by me thru tough times in the past really shines.
Some may be wondering why this sudden entry. Let's just take it as it's not directed at anyone or any instance in particular. For those waiting to gloat at any of my 'misfortunes', too bad, my life is going great right now. For those who truly love me, this post is to let you all know once again how much i love you & i'm happy bcos of all of you!!!
Ok, you all can so tell i'm bored at work again right. What's new..
Asphyxiated at at 10:49 AM
Monday, March 19, 2007
Not the most eventful of weekends but a satisfying one at that.
Friday's dinner was at Sunset Grill @ Seletar. We didn't make it in time to see the sunset & after a long waiting time (the place was packed), it was oready supper time. The standard has dropped so much since i last came but we spent a bomb there anyways. We ended up taking-away our buffalo wings (which tubs wiped out after that). Next time anyone thinks about going there, make sure you have a car, make reservations & try to go on a weekday. But i doubt i'll go there again anytime soon. The only thing that's cheap is the beer but that's pretty pointless since you need to drive to get there in the first place..
Saturday night was off to the Observation Lounge @ Meritus Mandarin for drinks with Jes, Rach & Boy. Darls was the designated driver so drinks for me! We were so busy catching up it din matter if we were 38 floors up overlooking Orchard or if we had been at some coffee shop. Looks like a holiday is set in motion soon! Can i oso just say that the valet at Meritus is so inefficient that we would have parked the car ourselves for a fraction of the valet cost & still gotten the car faster...
Wanted to have porridge buffet supper at Quality Hotel after our drinks but the queue was madness. The last time we went was on a weekday night & there was absolutely nobody so this time it really caught us off guard. We ended up having Boon Tong Kee for supper which wasn't that bad an idea after all.
By the way, anybody knows what happened to Cosmo's 21st birthday erm.. bash? First of all, i never liked him one bit, and i was never afraid to show it, to him or to anybody. I'm a fairly easy-going person and it takes quite alot to incur my wrath. Well Cosmo hasn't really incurred my wrath but he's the most obnoxious loser i've ever met. I've heard so much smack come out from his mouth that i have become so immune to it that i can totally tune him out even if he's right beside me going on & on in his whiny-pre pubescent-bimbotic voice. I've heard so many things he's said & so many things he's told people that it doesn't even register in my head bcos it's all obviously a load of bull. I've never hidden my dislike/disgust for him & i dun think it was the least bit mean. I was hoping in a way that he knew that actually people, or at least i, know that its all trash talk coming from him. But somehow some people just took everything in & that fed his drive to sprout more nonsensical gossip. The sad part was along the way, he succeeded in causing some misunderstandings, some of which i'm not sure have been cleared bcos some people have parted ways of sort. It's a good thing non of this had affected me or been directed at me in anyway or else he wouldn't even have lived to see his 21st birthday but i'm saying all this bcos it has affected some of my frens & as much as i hate to poke my nose in other ppl's business, i think i shall post this to do my frens some justice.
Now fast forward to present day. Everybody (yes, including me -rolls eyes-) got an invite to his 21st birthday. It promised a DJ, waitresses, alcohol, dancing etc etc (nth much i can rem). I gave it a quick glance & dismissed it but what happened after that was a real winner. He went round telling people that everyone else had promised to come & those who break their promise were damn shit.. or something to that effect (anyways, what pussy boy says, i dun pay attention). I guess he was that brainless to not be able to figure out that many of us still keepes in touch with each other except with him. That set off a chain reaction which got people coming out to say things which they have heard from him, and it upset & surprised some but to me, you din see it coming all along meh? Anyway, its good that its all out in the open now. I dun think nobody attended his party though. I mean there's his family & the waitresses right.. And maybe afew freeloading bozos which dun even noe him well. I hope they had fun.. must be most morbid 21st ever. Cheers! Maybe they should think about reprising this unforgettable event.. maybe in afew months' time. I think it'll make a more suitable Halloween party. Birthday boy need not dress up of course. He'll just fit right in! Do i hear an 'ouch'? Karma has come to kick you in the arse big time. So much for your best laid plans in getting people to your side eh. Look who's having the last laugh now.
Asphyxiated at at 9:58 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Happy Birthday Angel! We have been friends for so many years it sends chills down my spine thinking about it. 17 fucking years & counting. Love ya!
Asphyxiated at at 3:03 PM
Grandpa's op scheduled at 3pm... everyone please cross your fingers or pray or whatever it is that you do...
Asphyxiated at at 11:50 AM
Everyone is supposed to go out for a nice big dinner to celebrate Grandma's birthday tomoro. Everything has been booked & settled until Grandpa started to feel unwell yesterday night. This morning he had to be rushed to hospital. Screw the dinner. I just hope he gets better.
Asphyxiated at at 10:20 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
Tubs wants to go JB for dinner with Marcus tonight. I hate that place but it's been awhile since i last went so why not. Anyway i can buy cheap ciggies as well. Haha. I refuse to drive my car in & the BMW is a even greater risk so we shall take a bus in. Bah! I keep thinking that today is Monday somehow. I guess that's a good sign.
Mandy, thanks for that blog entry. You're so sweet. All of you are great & i love all of you too. Lolx. I hope the 'mad fucker's schizo episode' has kept all of you well entertained. It definately made my time at work pass faster. Oh look, another hour or so & i can head on outta here oready!
Jane & Chix, i miss u girls man. When are we next meeting up? We should do Kallang KFC / Tong Shui again soon. Lotsa stuff to update both of you. Til our next mango pomelo!
Asphyxiated at at 4:37 PM
Monday, March 12, 2007
Lunch with Mel, Jun & Oli wasn't such a good idea after all. It was a super long lunch & we went all the way to Maxwell market to eat. Ok its not that far but when you're running late it seems really far off! Anyway it was great company & i guess once in awhile wun hurt lah. Haha. The weather is a real bitch today. Bring on the rain clouds! Bcos i was meeting them for lunch. i skipped lunch wif mummy, aunty laura & aunty soo lee. Bye bye free lunch @ Amara Hotel. Going Aunty Angie's house tonight with tubs. I can't finally see Chloe! She's the cutest dog ever lah. Ok, back to twanging. Ciaoz!
Asphyxiated at at 2:48 PM
Saturday was a blast! Thanks to all my lovelies. It's been too long since we last went clubbing together. Kailing was a great sport for coming even though she had to work the next day, Ling took her almost impossible leave just to join us & Mandy organised the whole thing! I'm so proud of my girls. Of cos i love everyone else that came as well lah. The more the merrier. Tubs was oso a real sweetie to stay off the drinks so that i can drink all i want, which was quite alot, thanks to Ann who got us so much drinks.
Another thing that made my day was when my darling of a god-bro came down with his frens to Momo to look for me. I haven't seen him since he came back from France & i missed him so much! Shall meet up again with him soon. Clubs are not the most conducive place to do catching up.
Sunday's plans to go to the IT Show @ Suntec went down the drain when we saw the amount of people & the car parks were full as well. We headed to VivoCity instead. I know Kailing, i was so near you! Sunday's crowds can get quite maddening, just like the long queue at Aston's. We ended up eating our fav tien-ji zhou in the end.
To -you-, i din noe that you read my blog until i saw the message you sent me. I'm doing fine & i hope you are too. There were some unanswered questions but they have grown unimportant over time. After all, it has been quite awhile oready. I wish you all the best & at the end of the day, you're still a fren. It wasn't easy to
mong gei or
fong dai,
but gor mm oi dou mm dak. (Sorry to those ppl who dun understand. Haha) Maybe one day, we can still meet up as friends & laugh over what happened bcos not matter what, we once treasured each other.
Girls, when shall we meet again? Let's just do a kopi & bitching session this time round.
Asphyxiated at at 10:32 AM
Thursday, March 08, 2007
I knew having lunch was a bad idea. I'm so bloated & sleepy now.. Today me & Mel ventured to some dirty hawker centre which was so hot & so packed. Urgh. Today the office slut extended her MC. Yay! Stay away forever woman!
Yesterday, i recieved a call which made me very torn. When a couple argues & both of them are your friends & you think that both of them are to blame, what do you say? The magnitude of the situation was even greater bcos they are oready engaged & ready to wed as soon as they have saved up enuff finances. I despise guys who lays a finger on a girl & i NEVER imagined this guy ever would. But he did. I know he regrets it & it was unintentional & he is very sorry about his actions but the damage has oready been done. The girl called me crying, saying that if there's a first time, there will be more times to come. I couldn't assure her that it wouldn't bcos i'm not so sure of it myself. Anyway, she has had a history of violent BFs so i guess she knows best? I believe that everything started off from something really small & insignificant. But it oso shows how testing she can be. Knowing her, i would blame her for being too pushy & petty. But the guy should never have reacted in the way he did either.. *sigh*
Asphyxiated at at 2:49 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
Thanks to Mandy.. even if it's to relief me of boredom for just a little while..
1. single or taken ?
taken
2.Do you have a crush on anyone ?
Not really
3. Do they know ?refer to (2)
NA
4. Do you flirt a lot ?
Nope.. only when the situation calls for it
5. Who was your best relationship with ?
Tricky one.. I'll say it's impossible to judge. There were those who treated me like a goddess but i just wasn't that into them & there were those who couldn't be bothered half the time but i loved them so much..
6. Do cheaters deserve a 2nd chance ?
I guess.. depends but we'll never fully see through another person so it's a risk
7. Serious or Fun-loving ?
Both lah. He's not a robot you know. I'm sure he has his different moods. But if serious men = greater stability, i'll go for serious guys.
8. Humor or Romance ?
Once again, it's important to have both, even it's just a little. Nothing impossible what.. It's so basic...
9. Dark or light hair ?
No preference, as long as it suits him
10. Shorter or taller than you ?
Taller. Definately
11. Do you kiss strangers ?
I ever did. But that was a one time thing. I think. Not that i think it's normal to do it.
2. Do you hug strangers ?
Erm no? Does random clubbing encounters with hot guys count? If yes then it's all in the past lor.
13. How long was your longest relationshp?
Close to 5 years.
14. Do you believe in kissing when you are not together yet ?
Uh huh. Nothing wrong really.
15. Do you think about the opposite sex a lot ?
Not really. My mind is in a constant blank
16. Have you ever slept at a friend of the opposite sex's house ?
Yeah. Why is this important/an issue?
17. Do you tell your friends they are hot ?
No. I think that's unimportant & not my style. Anyway if they are, i think they'll know it themselves.
18. Would you rather have a sweet,clever guy/girl or a wild one ?
Sweet clever guy. I can be the wild one!
19. Have you ever liked someone a lot (& they knew it) who didn't like you back ?
Nope. I'm kiasu. If they dun first show any feelings towards me, they will never know how i feel
20. Do you feel comfortable with joking with your friends who are the opposite sex ?
Of course. They are the ones that gets my crudest jokes
21. Chocolates or flowers ?
Tough one. Not a big fan of both, but i dun mind recieving both either. How about we compromise & opt for diamonds instead?
22. Have you ever been in the friends-with-benefits situation ?
For me to know & you to never find out
23. Teddy Bear or Card ?
I love both!
24. Would it be sweet or annoying if someone of the opposite sex called just to say hi ?
I think it's sweet. But it's annoying if it leads to something suggestive after that
25. Ever felt like your girlfriend/boyfriend didn't like you ?
I think i ever crossed my mind but i never found out
26. Ever been cheated on ?
Not that i know of. Any guys wanna come & confess now?
27. Ever done the cheating ?
Yup. Not proud of it but i dun regret it either.
28. Ever cried over a break up ?
Yes... It's one of the toughest things ever to go through especially when you really love that person
29. Ever kissed or hugged yourgirlfriend/boyfriend in front of a teacher and got in trouble ?
No..
30. Do you believe in miracles ?
I'm a skeptic. Never seen a miracle, but i dun dismiss it either
31. Is it easy for you to get overpeople who were special to you ?
Obviously not.
32. Have you ever made a birthday wish or blew on a dandelion on a relationship ?
Hmm.. nope. My wishes are pretty general
33. Have you ever had a broken heart ?
Yeah. Damn you bastards! Haha
Asphyxiated at at 5:24 PM
I gave myself an extended lunch today cos Mel could only leave her office pretty late. Us lunching at the cafe is not a good idea cos it's gonna be expensive long term. So 2moro we shall embark on sourcing for other good places to smoke & lunch at. I'm gonna say it again. I'm so happy cuzzie is working so near me!
There's an IT show at Suntec from 2moro til Sunday. Maybe i should go get myself a laptop & settle all the computer stuff before i shift out. Bcos i noe its gonna be 1 hell of a long & tedious process. I think the macbook is real pretty but i dun really need an expensive or nice computer. Time to be practical!
Saturday is wisdom tooth extraction Part II. It din hurt the last time round so i hope it'll be the same this time. Saturday is oso supposedly clubbing with the girls @ Momo. I hope my cheek doesn't swell. Haha. No promises i can make it but i'll try yah. It's been too long since i last went clubbing man. It doesn't help that it's Mambo Night today & it's making me super gian. Damn my work.
Did anyone feel the Indonesian earthquake tremors yesterday? I was oblivious to it until Rachel told me that she had to evacuate her office. I guess it makes perfect sense since she was on the 34th floor & i'm only on the 5th floor. I have never felt earthquake tremors ever in my life before. What a bummer. I think it'll be quite fun tough.
Why is Indonesia riddled with so many problems? Earthquakes, floods, air crashes, bird flu, sand export etc etc etc. I guess it just makes us glad to be safe here. And i'm oso glad Ronny isn't much affected by everything that has been going on over at Indo.
It's so q u i e t over here in the office. I can't wait for time to pass..
Asphyxiated at at 2:46 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
I was late for work today & i was pissed. Not with anyone in particular. I just get very frustrated when i see the time ticking away & there's absolutely nothing i can do about it. I think i'm someone who plans my time well so when the lateless is caused by someone else's bad judgement, it's hard for me to stay calm. But really, it's just being late & not being able to do a damn thing about it that irks me. I'm not blaming anybody this time.
Apart from 1 time when i woke up late, this was my only other time arriving this late for work (i'm talking abt this job la. considering i haven't been working here for that long, it isn't that impressive after all). But anyway, it reminds me of back in the days during my internship.
During that period of time, i had someone practically fetching me to/fro almost everyday. To not sound so spoilt, it was his choice, not mine. To not sound so ungrateful, i truly appreciated the effort bcos i really thought that it was a very sweet thing to do & i never for once took the effort for granted.
BUT
Him being perpetually late in sending me to work really got me frustrated. I would rather wake up 2 hours earlier & take public transport than have someone pick me up late & drive like a maniac all the way, endangering everyone else's lives. Sometimes, it was so late i would have walked all the way out to the main road & taken a cab bcos i couldn't afford to wait anymore. Sometimes when i reach work late, tongues would start wagging & all i can think is 'it wasn't my bloody fault'. Which led me to remembering that i still have stuff with that particular someone.
For months & months & months, he said he would return me my stuff. I started off being very tolerant & lenient. Then i started to get pissed bcos he agreed on a whole load of things but never delivered. What i can't stand is people with a whole lot of talk & no action. It shows he can't be taken seriously & can't be trusted. I even asked him straight if he had any intention of returning the things to me. If not then just let me know & i'll forget it. What i got in return was another load of how busy he was & how he will return it soon. I've tried everything from being nice to being in-your-face & nothing works. So i say shove it bcos by persuing it further will only lower myself to standards i dun even wanna speak about. Anyway i'm moving house soon enuff & if he wakes up & smells the coffee one fine day & decided to drop my stuff into my letterbox, all i can say is - too late.
The office is exceptionally quiet today. Bcos that dumb slut cut her finger yesterday @ work and managed to get 2 days MC... I'm not complaining though. Nobody to piss me off & eat into my lunch hours.
Asphyxiated at at 11:09 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007
First of all, i wanna say sorry to Jane & Da Chix for not being able to make it to Butter Factory with them on Friday. I swear i was having the worst cramps of my life. It was so bad i couldn't even leave the office & when i did, i nearly died on the bus. The family went out for dinner cos the arsehole was leaving for Japan. He's going for 1 week only lor. Machiam like he migrating (which would have made my day, everyday). I was feeling too sick to go so i stayed home with the telly. Anyway, who wants to have dinner with him? *pukes*
Secondly, sorry to Mandy & Kailing for not being able to meet up on Saturday afternoon. I was really looking forward to it bcos there's alot for the 3 of us to catch up on. Damn the stupid cramps.
I shall make it up to all my darling girls ASAP k. Bcos u all mean that much to me!
Soon i shall have another lunch buddy. Mel is starting work 1 building away from me. I hope she does well there cos it's such a great company & it's gonna be great for her portfolio. I'm not jealous cos i'm happy with what i have but i'll know what goes on behind the scenes at Publicis soon enuff! Haha
I just got an sms that someone found a male golden retriever thats very well behaved. Anybody wants please let me noe k! It makes me miss my doggies all over again. Not that i ever stopped missing them but..... *sigh*
We oso just got a visitor & it's someone i miss loads. Doreen! She came back to visit & how i wish she was here to stay. The office CB's face turned black when she saw Doreen. Hahaha.
Asphyxiated at at 9:50 AM
Friday, March 02, 2007
I'm having cramps & the weather is real gloomy but i'm in a surprisingly good mood. Ok, maybe not good, but it's just not bad. Especially when compared to the past couple of days. Maybe it's just bcos the weekend is here & more than half the work day is over. Whee!!
I'm eating the best nougat ever, which i brought from home. I wonder who bought it. The box consists of a grand total of 6 pieces of nougat, all perfectly rectangularly-shaped, wrapped in rice paper, and then wrapped in pretty green foil. I love soft nougats & this one is honey flavoured with nuts. I shall find out who gave them to us & i'll share it with everyone!
Jane & Da Chix are going Butter Factory tonight. Should I or shouldn't I? My cramps & the wet weather is a real bummer though. But it's been a really long time since i last went clubbing with them. *Haix* We shall see how my tummy treats me later on in the evening.
Asphyxiated at at 4:39 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
First of all, i wanna wish Jes a very
Happy 24th Birthday! It's been 5 years of beautiful friendship & i couldn't ask for a better pal! This girl has been thru so much recently & i really kow-tow to her. She's so strong & she picks herself up so eloquently, no matter the hurt inside. I finally decided to pen down what happened on the 9 Feb. I wanted it to be as detailed as possible but once i started, it wore me out quickly & it still hurts thinking back. It's been close to a month oready. Okok, so Feb was a short month + today is only the first day of March BUT everything is still so freshly etched in my mind.
If you really want this to work out like how you promised me, you gotta put in alot of effort bcos that one decision you made in the past has given me insecurities like i never felt before. You may have retracted what you said + thrown in a bunch of promises, but the damage has oready been done.
I'm feeling slightly better today, even though the weather is even more gloomy then yesterday. And i realise that everytime Kailing plans to meet me for lunch, its raining.
Oh. Did anybody read about the 9 year old girl that got pregnant? That's like primary 3? Scary.. But then she wouldn't have to worry about having a generation gap from her child. Ok i'm just being mean. On second thoughts, that's not really mean what. I mean kids are growing up faster then they used to (and i dun mean physically) & they're exposed to all sorts of ideas. She was having sex in her own home lor. It's not like she was raped or anything. It still feels wrong bcos girls her age are still so cute & small but i guess there are exceptions for everything. Maybe girls who reaches puberty this early have problems controlling their
*ahem* needs. Ok maybe i am starting to sound a little mean even though i swear it's really unintended. I just think its just a mixture of disturbing + interesting.
But i think after this incident i shall still stick to why i think i'll put my future daughter in a girls' school. I wouldn't want her being bonked all over the place at a tender age. Some people may ask what if she turns lesbo. All i can say if she isn't, she'll outgrow it in time to come. Anyway, being exposed to this culture has its benefits too. She'll be exposed to what another girl can offer - which is everything better than what guys can offer sans the dick. (which is the most important part) Ok, & be prepared for more emo stuff. But isn't that the way we like it? Haha. And bcos of this, she'll set a higher bar for guys out there & i'll be assured my daughter wun settle for anyone less. So it's a definate nono for horny little boys out there to lay a finger on my little girl.
Asphyxiated at at 11:09 AM
