Monday, April 23, 2007
Sad to say, i dun have much recollection of the past weekend because i was sick. So i remember everything in bits & pieces, not necessarily in the right order so not much to update i guess. The main things that happened were Sunday's garage sale & Ethan's birthday after that. Eveything else happened in my semi-concious state while darls was looking after me.
Anyway, since i have nothing to do at work for the moment, and bcos the bitch just tried to piss me off again, i'm in a sufficiently bad mood to wanna bring up some things.
Firstly, it doesn't take a genius to figure out that blogs & tag boards are open to the public. So i dare say that whether i like it or not, it's something i take in my stride.
As far as i'm concerned, i blog for the heck of it, and i dun have anything to hide, thus i dun need any password protected blog, neither do i need to screen comments etc. I barely name names & slam them for pissing me off in anyway bcos if i blog about it, it's to get it off my chest. Not to insult & put those people down. I'm not such a low life.
Also, i read people's blogs if they are my friends or if i find them interesting or even if i'm plain bored but i would never 'get involved' with strangers' blogs. I think it's damn childish & bo liao to tag people & call them fat & ugly & what not. I mean seriously, so what? What you trying to get at? Why is that any of your business how people look? It couldn't get more superficial than this, and to go insult a total stranger who has no grievances towards you in the first place? It's kinda obvious who's the instigator & the trouble maker ain't it?
Insult me all you want, bcos it doesn't bother me. All that matters to me is that i lead a happy life and i believe that good bequeaths good. But i find it hard to understand how much free time some people have on their hands, and how they actually get their kicks by doing some wicked stuff like going round slamming people on their blogs. *sigh* I think i shall pray for that sad soul and ask the lord for forgiveness on it's behalf.
Do i bore you so much that you have decided to divert your attention to my friends? More people to offend, more fun it is for you eh. I'm sure you are not done with me, you have just found more interesting grounds to bring your shit to for the moment right? Get a life. And i mean it literally. Or if you want it more personal, then stop being sucha wuss by getting your pathetic kicks by hiding behind a facade. I think you need to get in touch with God. And i think a shrink may help a little too. But i know that's gonna be one rich shrink cos u need ALOT of help.
I'm happy with myself, my life, my everything. There may be ups & downs, but that's life. I know when to be content & i dun take out my own insecurities on others to make myself feel better. I love my girls and i'm sorry this sick pest has decided to infect your blogs. I guess through this all, it has only made us that much closer eh? Ain't it funny how some things work out? I know all those who are even worth a fraction of my time love me for who i am and the rest can drop down and die for all i care. So yes, even though i'm not much of a foto person, here's one for all my lovelies.

I may be fat & ugly to some, but to each it's own. At least i take comfort in the fact that i'm mentally stable & more happy than you'll ever convince yourself to be.
Asphyxiated at at 11:04 AM