a s f i x i a d o

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

What a rainy Wednesday morning. I like.

Today is Halloween and its oso the asshole’s birthday. Is that why he grew up so dysfunctional? Haha. Happy Halloween, asshole! Mummy says we are going for dinner so I shall not turn down a nice meal out yeah. For the record, me going has nothing do with your pathetic 26th year on earth at all ok?

In all randomness, the BF has decided to drop me a little something on Friendster and instead of letting me chance upon it on my own, he insisted for me to ‘go check your Friendster’. Haha. No wonder he was so proud of it. He was practically boasting about what a great BF he is on a comment meant for me. Nice try, darls. But don’t worry. I know where you are coming from and it’s very much heartfelt. I love you too! *muackz*

Last nite’s dinner was western food at Roxy with my bitches before going Parkway to walk. I’m so proud I managed not to spend any money just for the heck of it cos I was eyeing some underwear, pillows, bed sheets and bath towels, all of which I have in abundance of at home.

Its only 2 months to 2008 and I haven’t done so many things like send in my school application, go to the dentist and get my damn HP fixed, all of which I have to do before November or so! Shite!!

I oso realized that I haven’t shopped in a very long time so I think it’s about time to start soon! Being deprived of retail therapy for too long is not good cos once is starts, it’s not gonna be good news for my bank account but I can imagine the damned credit card company having a good laugh at my expense. Literally.

But I will try not to overdo it. I’ve got an upcoming car to think about, and oso upcoming holidays. No more BKK please. Hong Kong or Down Under would do just fine for me.

Asphyxiated at at 10:46 AM

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

I can’t remember when was the last time I slept as deeply as last night. Before sleeping, I had a really bad headache and sitting in front of the fan + the aircon didn’t help one bit. But once I went to bed, I fell asleep quickly and I slept like a baby all the way til my alarm went off.

Yesterday, went to Parkway with Chixy to walk around abit before going for porridge steamboat buffet dinner. *burp* I don’t think we ate that much though. Cos we didn’t finish the food and we were watching TV most of the time. Haha.

I could lose my heart tonight
If you don't turn and walk away
'Cause, the way I feel, I might
Lose control and let you stay
'Cause I could take you in my arms
And never let go
I could fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
I can only wonder how
Touching you would make me feel
But, if I take that chance right now
Tomorrow, will you want me still?
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know
And I know it's not right, and I guess I should try
To do what I should do
But I could fall in love, fall in love with you
I could fall in love with you
Siempre estoy soñando en ti
Besando mis labios, acariciando mi piel
Abrazándome con ansias locas--
Imaginando que me amas cómo yo podría amar a ti
So I should keep this to myself
And never let you know

Asphyxiated at at 10:55 AM

Monday, October 29, 2007

How time flies. Soon it’s going to be November oready. I’m glad I’m still holding up great here and I still haven’t reached the stage where I dread going to work. Next year there are going to be lots of things happening so I shall enjoy how things are now while it lasts.

My weekends are getting less interesting but I guess it’s to make up on lost sleep during the late nights out during my weekdays.

Friday nite, went for drinks at Punggol Park and then it was driving around aimlessly, from Changi Village to look at Ah Guas to Cosy Bay to check out the new Brewerkz.

Saturday’s dinner was at Central’s Manhattan Fish Market with Dan & Sharon. The food there wasn’t that great but at least we tried it. Needless to say, with the guys around, it’s food galore!

Hokkaido ice cream after that then it was home to change before picking up Chixy & Kel and off to MoS! The guys booked a table so I was fine just sitting there being entertained by all the dance antics and costumes people were wearing.

Guess who?!

Met Ling for a smoke after that before heading to Swee Choon for supper.

Lazed around at home on Sunday before going to Lagoon for a late lunch. Most of the stalls weren’t open yet so I couldn’t have my satay bee hoon *sigh*. Went Bedok 85 for dessert in the evening and after that was just watching TV all the way.

That’s about it for my weekend.

Asphyxiated at at 11:25 AM

Friday, October 26, 2007

I’m back! Took yesterday off which was damn shiok even though I spent most part of the day lazing at home.

Wednesday nite’s bday surprise ended up starting at 3+am. That was the day I finally managed to take a nap. I napped til I was crabby, and as much as I could wake up to answer most of the calls, I couldn’t help but to fall back asleep after that. That’s what happens when I barely get any sleep the entire week.

We brought down snacks and the cake to ECP and we had a mini early birthday celebration for the mystery birthday person and after that, we went to Macs for brekkie and by the time I went to bed, it was 6+am *faints*. Smsed the bitch to tell her I wouldn’t be going to work. Hur hur.

Lazed and napped for most part of Thursday and at nite, went for dinner at Siglap at the crab place. I wanted to faint cos I wasn’t hungry to begin with and I initially just wanted to have ice cream and waffles at Gelare. Ended up we had man tou, crab bee hoon and butter prawns. Its’ worth trying though. It’s near Secret Recipe and from Mondays to Fridays, crabs are at 50% off.

Ended up sleeping at 4+am this morning but surprisingly, I’m not tired. Yet. Haha.

Asphyxiated at at 10:35 AM

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Fatigue has finally hit me.

Yesterday after work, I forced myself to take a nap but couldn’t really get to sleep. Met my bitches, sat at ECP and entertained ourselves until a toad decided to station itself near us so we had to abandon our seats.

Went to Fei Fei after that and talked cock until close to 4am.

We were talking so much crap that we couldn’t stop laughing. It was damn bad. SEOW LAN FAN. Hahahahaha. I told Chixy she was bound to have a nightmare due to all the mad laughter before bedtime and I guess I was right cos she sent me an sms at 630am saying she had a nightmare that woke her up crying.

Today I really feel like taking the day off. I am so bloody tired. I know I’m going to be out and about tonite again so I better attempt to take a nap when I get home. Pengz.

I just realized how sweet office life is without the stupid bitch. Now she’s back and into one of the mad bitch fits again. KNN.

Asphyxiated at at 11:14 AM

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Just came back from lunch with tubs & Mel. Went to Maxell and we ordered shit loads of food. I’ve never seen such a huge bowl of porridge before. –pukes-

Seems like somebody’s fairy tale wedding has been changed to a smaller scale one. –rolls eyes-

It’s less than a month to my birthday but I’m so lazy to celebrate even though I know I will cos it’s the perfect excuse to meet up with all my darlings and that’s something I will never forego.

But before that, there are other people’s birthdays – people who mean a lot to me. I can’t wait! Time to shop for pressies!

Asphyxiated at at 2:21 PM

I finally met Jes & Rach for dinner at Tampines yesterday. I took a killer of a bus ride which took almost 2 hours to get me from office to Tampines. Never again! I missed my girls so much! Cat joined us after dinner and she’s expecting a baby girl next month! She’s one of the most radiant expectant mothers I’ve ever seen.

Didn’t sleep a wink last nite. You are not the only person experiencing a culture shock. I think my shock was bigger than yours. As equal as the sexes may be at this day and age, I think what we were talking about was a very basic male nature to be able to provide for fundamental things like paying for meals when out together. For 2 years, I convinced myself that once you started working and getting a decent pay, it would be different. But I guess not.

I dunno if it’s just me and the people around me. All my ex BFs never saw that I paid for a single meal unless I decided to give a treat. Not because it’s out of goodwill, but it came naturally to them as a ‘BF duty’ to put it crudely. As for my guy friends, I offer to pay them back after each meal but they would always turn me down and if I insist, they feel insulted and would never accept my money. This also applies to my friends’ friends and I have never come across any guy who felt that meals should be split between them and their GFs. This is something GFs would do amongst themselves – either split the bill or take turns to treat each other. But I have never seen it happening in any relationships.

I dunno lah. We shall see how things go but as much as society has evolved, it’s hard to fight the primitive perception that links security to the man being the primary provider. BFs who gives their GFs an allowance or pay for their personal expenses is in another league all together.

I’m alone in the office with Kenny today. The bitch is on last minute leave and the rest of the guys aren’t back yet. I’m tired but I feel more mentally drained than physically. But I know it’s a matter of time before exhaustion hits me, especially so after 2 straight days of not getting any sleep. I got 2 people to gimme morning call but I guess I didn’t need it, not after lying wide-eyed, tossing and turning for the few hours after I hung up the fone with Chixy.

I shall leave it alone for now. I’m sapped of all my energy.

Oh, please vote for Jessman Khor in Female’s 50 Gorgeous People list. No. 17
http://www.female50gp.com/vote.html
I hate to say this but the picture of him is really gross. Gotta see him upfront to judge and I miss that boy’s shaggy hairdo! Maybe I should dig out photos we took with the rest of the guys and do him some justice. I miss the guys so much! I miss truth or dare at C.A.N Café and I miss the crazy drinking sessions.

Please dun vote for the most bimbotic slut on the list. Shall not reveal her name but my darlings know who I’m talking about. The attention whore that never fails to make herself look dumb. Oh no, she doesn’t make herself look dumb on purpose. She is dumb per se… Except she thinks she exudes confidence and wit every time she opens that pie hole of hers.

Asphyxiated at at 9:48 AM

Monday, October 22, 2007

It is news like this that angers me, that makes me miss Grandpa, that makes me wish he could see everything that is going on.

As the most unfilial of all the 13 grandchildren, you have the bloody cheek to come and try to get some money for your wedding? Does Grandma seem like an easy target to you now that Grandpa is no longer around? You wanna get money from someone you barely treat as family? Nobody even knows anything about the guy you are dating, not even his name. All I know is that the first time we saw him, was both of you being touchy feely at Grandpa’s death bed. You sick, disrespectful woman. What kind of man is he to not be able to afford his own wedding? And what kind of man can bring himself to agree to try to get money from the girl’s side which he doesn’t even know? How come you can come up with such sob stories, bitching about your own family and about how poor you are, and yet go on holidays and buy so much stuff?

If you can’t afford your own wedding, don’t bloody get married. What champs, the both of you. Having no backbone & being pathetic has reached new levels. Looks like lightning has a new target to strike.

Asphyxiated at at 4:34 PM

Was close to 1 hour late for work. That’s for having insomnia and ending up having less than 3 hours of sleep. When I woke up after 8am, I rushed to get ready, only having to wait for the bus for the longest time. When it finally arrived, it was such a long journey, no thanks to the rain, the jam and it hit every right light possible.

But you know what, its ok cos firstly, I’m usually early for work and I can’t be faulted for just this 1 time. Oso, the bosses are out and excluding me, there are only 2 people in the office today. I like.

Last Friday, went to Dunman for my fave tien ji zhou for dinner. After that, went to Kallang carpark to find my dear Rachel and Henry. Seeing Henry reminds me of my old house! Following that we all went to Raffles Place to pick Ah Peng and we ended up going Punggol Park for drinks. Saw my Chixy and gang there too. That stupid slut gave away her secret rendezvous hideout. Haha.

Saturday, had Macs drive thru for brekkie and continued sleeping til late afternoon, before doing a quick dinner in the car. Burger King drive thru it was. What a day of fast food drive thru. Headed down to Clarke Quay after that and I shall not say anything (except that 1 hour of parking over there came close to $10) but we ended up going outside Plush (the now defunct Velvet Dragon, which used to be Momo) to ambush the unsuspecting Kailing with her birthday cake.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!

It was nothing much but I hope you liked it! *muackz*

Met up with Dan and Sharon after that and we went to Conrad to watch soccer. That beats going to some coffeeshop anytime. Watched only til half time then it was off to Swee Chun for dim sum. Yummers.

Slept til 5pm on Sunday, ate ‘lunch’ which I suspect have been sitting there for about 5 hours, then went to Granny’s hse for dinner. At night, had bak kut teh for supper then went to find Chixy for a smoke at Sandilands.

The boys are starting to worry me. There’s something fishy going on between G and E. Hahahahaha. Oh, did I say the boys? This, Chixy will understand.

Asphyxiated at at 11:27 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

Thank god it’s Friday cos I’m so tired I think I’m going to drop dead.

Managed to sneak a quick nap last nite after dinner at Fish & Co. at the Airport, which was absolutely necessary cos after that was an insane nite of ice lemon tea, lor mai gai, cars, hysteric antics and mad laughter all the way til 5+am.

2 hours of sleep is not fun and it’s a wonder I managed to get waken up by my alarm, which I had doubted at first, thus having to trouble 2 reliable sources to give me morning call as well.

So much for plans to have Macs brekkie… the lor mai gai still feels fresh in my tummy.

Asphyxiated at at 11:53 AM

Thursday, October 18, 2007

*Yawn* OMG I’m so sleepy. Met my bitches last nite & we went to ECP to slack til close to 2am and we went home. I was so tired but once I got home, I wasn’t sleepy anymore and I watched TV, and I watched TV, and I watched TV.

Now, fatigue has hit me. Zhou Gong is calling out to me for a game of chess…

The day before yesterday, I was with my bitches too. We met for dinner and it was pouring so we decided to have ban mian. Somehow, once it’s rainy weather, it just seems natural to eat ban mian but our soul was with the western food. Haha. Since it was Tuesday, we went to Gelare at ECP bcos reliable sources told us that the Siglap outlet was packed. Oh how I miss Siglap Gelare. I used to walk out there to meet up with frens so often.

Today is Thursday oready and it doesn’t feel like I had Monday off. That’s so sad but at least my weekend mood usually starts today so it’s ok.. Was contemplating going to MoS tonite but I think better not lah, seeing how tired I am now. I like to club without any inhabitations and not having to fret over whether I can wake up for work the next day or not. But I am determined to go soon, before good things happen and I’ll be busier then and I can’t sneak anymore 40 winks.

Contemplating whether to go Hong Kong or not.. *sigh*

Asphyxiated at at 1:57 PM

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I’d rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I’m only just beginning
To see the real you
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty’s too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through all the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I’m just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty’s too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
At times I’d like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I’d like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I watched while love commands you
And I’ve watched love pass you by
At times I think were drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty’s too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I want to hold ya till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides

Asphyxiated at at 12:11 PM

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

The big boss is out at some golfing event & 2 of the guys are away on home leave, which leaves barely anyone in the office. Back from lunch and there’s a fucking huge roach running around my area. KNN. Thank god Mr evil ciggies came to the rescue. He stepped on it but I wasn’t sure if it was dead and he tried to scare me, which nearly caused me to puke my lunch out. Luckily he picked it up and I told him he could keep it. So he brought it in to throw. I dun want a dead cockroach in my bin thank you very much. But just as well cos I believe he let it in together with him when he came back from lunch. Gross. Now my lunch is still at the tip of my throat and I hope there aren’t anymore roaches running around or I’m bound to freak out. Better get rid of any other roaches now before he goes out for an appointment later man. –faints-

Asphyxiated at at 2:54 PM

Back to work on a Tuesday and damn it feels like a Monday.

Saturday was spent sleeping in until it was time to meet Dan & Sharon at Waraku for dinner. The amount of food we ordered was madness.

We to the workshop to change the car’s headlights and then it was off to pick Chixy up from Sandilands. Went to Punggol Park & Marcus joined us then we went for KTV session. After KTV was Geylang for you tiao! Sandilands again after that to adjust the headlights and by the time I went to bed, the sun was going to rise oready.

Slept in on Sunday too and at night, it was down to Vivo to meet my darlings for Yuan’s birthday dinner.

Dined at White Dog Café.

Food & pricing was pretty good I guess. I had a Wagyu burger with foie gras. I love foie gras!

Did a video call with Kailing. I miss that girl. Come back soon!

After dinner they went to St James but I skipped that. Thinking back, I should have gone lah. But I wasn’t driving and bcos Mandy had work the next day, I couldn’t bear to accept her offer to get Guoan and her to send me home after that. There will oways be next time!

I hope Yuan had a great time & hope he liked his present. We really sweated it out to get it man! Haha.

Isn’t it funny just last week I thought I had to work on Monday & all my frens didn’t have to but in the end, I realized that everyone was at work except me.

Monday was spent sleeping in and lazing in bed the whole day. Got kinda bored quickly and I even thought to myself ‘I wouldn’t mind being at work’. Horrors. How could I even entertain that thought?! When I met my bitches at night, I realized why I was so crabby in the day. Cos I hadn’t had a single cigarette the whole day, that’s why. But meeting my bitches oways put me in a good mood and this time, Jane came to pick me up. Not having to drive can be uxury sometimes.

We headed to 7-11 to buy ciggies and then it was off to Macs drive-thru. Found a nice space at a hut then a family of 3 came along and decided to bunk in with us at the hut and they starting laying their food on the bench which stank til high heavens and made me immensely sick so we left for 7-11 again for some chips and it we finally settled at my house.

I think sleeping in for 3 days in a row has caused me to have difficulties sleeping last nite so I watched TV and was online til I dunno what time *yawnz* Now I’m tired. Why am I not surprised?

Asphyxiated at at 10:59 AM

Saturday, October 13, 2007

Some people are just so impossibly deluded and thick skinned, so much so that all we could do was laugh at how psychotic and pathetic they are. Tsk tsk.

On a different note altogether, had a great steamboat dinner tonite. Ok maybe the dinner wasn't fantastic. It was the company that was great.

And....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUAN!
Lotsa love, hugs & kisses to you on this special day! Can't wait to see you on Sunday!

Set adrift on a memory bliss of you...

Asphyxiated at at 2:13 AM

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Something is seriously wrong with me. Even though I didn’t exactly sleep early last nite, I was a good girl and stayed home. When I woke up this morning, I was so tired I slept the entire journey to work.

Yesterday, went for dinner at Joo Chiat. It was a porridge steamboat buffet. Everytime Chixy and I passed that place, she would say she wanted to try it. Looks like I’m the guinea pig and I think next time, me & my bitches can go there and try it. It’s rather odd at first. It comes with a big pot of plain porridge and you order dishes from a list, just like other buffets. When it comes and the porridge starts boiling, you just dump your food in and cook it. It’s like normal steamboats except you cook your food in porridge instead of soup. If you are really lost, the people there actually helps you do the cooking. Haha. I got full pretty quickly though but after everything is dumped inside, the porridge becomes really tasty. But anyhoos, I think it’s worth trying. I shall let my bitches judge for themselves when we have the chance to go.

I’m seriously running out of books to read to keep myself occupied at work. I think it’s time for a trip to the bookstore. Or maybe the library would be a better idea since I finish an average of 3 books a week and I dun fancy reading books more than once.

The internet is acting up *sigh* I wonder what’s wrong…

Asphyxiated at at 3:01 PM

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Mid week Wed is finally here!

I broke my own record and slept at 12+am last nite. It’s so early but I dunno why I was so tired.
The boss is back today and he’s given me a piece of good news! Looks like all the anticipation hasn’t been in vain. I’m so happy and all I can do is keep my fingers crossed. Nothing is confirmed yet but I’m glad at least we share the same sentiments in regards to a certain person. Haha.

My towkay came down to pick me, Mel & Chixy for Pepper Lunch @ Suntec. Yummers! I’m so full now but I loved the company I had. If only we could do this everyday *sigh*

Chixy brought me my ciggies, thanks to a certain erm, Emily. Haha. Muacks to my cheeken. I love the packaging!

Yes, it's chrome! You can see your own reflection in the packet. Marlboro Fresh Mint. Yummy

Asphyxiated at at 3:13 PM

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

Yesterday me & my bitches finally got to eat our ban mian after the few months the food court closed. It was shiok weather to eat that but the standard has dropped somewhat. *sigh* The food court seems to have shrunk to less than half it’s original size and the big TV is gone! Went to Parkway to walk after that and we ended up having dessert before going home.

I am so tired today. I think I didn’t have enuff sleep.. Maybe I should be a good girl and not go out tonite. But even if I don’t go out, I know I’ll end up sleeping late again *haix*

Received a private email this morning. Sounds sneaky, but I hope it’s in a good way. Can’t wait for tml when the mystery unravels!

Coming Sat is Yuan’s birthday! Selamat Hari Raya Yuan Yuan! Haha. Kailing is flying off to Japan tml *sob sob* We can’t have full attendance for Yuan’s birthday oready. As punishment, Kailing better buy something nice back for us. Hahaha. Kidding lah. It feels like such a long time since I last met up with my darlings. I miss them so much lah. But what to do? Everyone has such different careers/lifestyles. I think I’m the most ‘eng’ of the lot oready.

I’m trying desperately to clear my HP msgs and now my hand is sore and aching.. As of now, I have managed to clear 1000 msgs. Hope there’s not much more to go.. It’s kinda like a chore cos it’s so tedious but going thru the messages one by one really brings back some memories..

Chixy came down to lunch with me. Duck & Siew Yok rice! I’m pretty happy at work today cos there’s hardly anyone around –beams-. I’ve ran out of books to read. Brought Digital Fortress today. Read it oready but I really like the book so I shall read it again.

Certain things have crossed my mind recently. I dunno where such thots stem from, but before you know it, you start to think about some things more in-depth. I think it’s the emo chick-lit I’ve been reading at work. Haha.

One of the things I was thinking about is I wonder how it’ll be like to hear people talk about me, except it’s not me they are talking to. You know like how people say after they die, they wanna see who comes to their funeral and what they have to say about the deceased? Something like that. To hear an honest opinion about what they feel about you, which they will never tell you cos it’s just kinda different, but which their friends have a clearer picture of. What do they tell other people about you? Is it good things? Is it bad things? Is it the truth? Is it a lie? Or there may be things we dun even know about because along the way in the past, we kinda crossed that stage which we never shared those vital thoughts?

Some things in the past still leave me with question marks. But as much as I wonder about it, maybe it’s not meant for me to know. But maybe there’s some misunderstanding which caused things to happen the way it did? It would feel like a waste won’t it? But then again maybe it happened for a reason?

A couple of years back, something happened which caught me off guard and left me lost, upset & confused. Just because I got over it doesn’t mean I fully understood what had happened. I think I more or less kinda got an explanation in the end, by how accurate it was, I will never know. Too many things have happened and some things just didn’t seem to gel together, which is why up to today, I’m highly skeptical I guess. I think I prefer brute honesty than a game of cat & mouse.

But that’s been over so long. It doesn’t affect me that much anymore, but sometimes when it does cross my mind, I feel that there are still a lot of unanswered questions shrouding it. It may be a good lesson we learn in life, but it may also be something which caused you to subconsciously change the way you look at others. I think I’ve become a more guarded person, but whether that’s good or bad, I dunno.

Asphyxiated at at 2:33 PM

Monday, October 08, 2007

This was a lazy weekend. Spent most part of it lazing around at home.

Friday nite, had dinner at Siglap with the folks and after that, met Dan & Uncle Charlie for drinks at Punggol Park.

Saturday, spent most part of the day sleeping and just slacking in bed, then at nite, we went to pick Chixy up from Ubi and we went AMK for dinner. Finally had my crabs which I have been craving for since forever. Went to Punggol Park after that before going to Yishun dam to slack and then sent Chixy to Kallang to meet the rest of the guys.

Sunday, slept in again. Dad ordered pizza so that was for lunch. Went to ECP and then to Parkway to walk in the late afternoon. The top I wanted to buy was sold out! I’m so sad lah. Dinner at granny’s after that then met Marcus & Michelle at the coffeeshop for a short while. Michelle’s friend was driving a red hot evo. Yummy. Picked Chixy up from Kel’s hse, then we went to S’goon Gardens for supper. Met Mick there. It’s been awhile.. On the way back to Kel’s hse, we came across someone which ended with us extending our nite out. Haha. Details to be withheld!

Recently, certain money issues have surfaced. And it’s getting increasingly hard to ignore. It’s hard to draw a line for such issues, but I think it has come to a stage whereby something has to be done. I don’t think it’s just because I’ve never met anyone who was this calculative, but more because I really think it’s not normal. No comparisons involved but it’s getting hard to stomach.

Asphyxiated at at 2:43 PM

Friday, October 05, 2007

What a nice week. Weekend mood started setting in on Wed because.. I managed to get Thurs off!

Wed nite while waiting to pick Chixy up from her place, I stopped in front of a stationary police Hilux and switched on my hazard lights and the damn car high-beamed me and switched on the siren lights so I moved off and just nice Chixy came down so we went off. The car followed me so closely I could almost call it tailgating, all the way to Jane’s house. And I swear it was on purpose cos right before I turned into Jane’s place, the car was on my right so it couldn’t have turned in with me at such a last min. Once we picked Jane up and I moved off, I realized the car was right behind me. And we only split when I u-turned at the library and he turned right into ECP. I was damned pissed off. Either stop me or leave me the hell alone! 3309…..

Went Mamboing with my bitches and just as well it was Alex’s birthday. I hope he doesn’t read this cos it isn’t very nice but I hate the girl he was with! I hated her the moment I saw her, and I hated her even more the moment she got into the car. She looks like a hooker and when people you dunno come to your place just to pick you up, the least you could do is to say hi to people once you get into their car. Basic stuff isn’t it? After that, she started talking so loudly in that irritatingly ‘teh’ voice of hers to Alex who just sitting beside her, ignoring everyone else and everyone else started talking loudly just to hear above her damn voice.

Reached Zouk after midnite and we ended up standing with Ah Toot near the DJ Console which was might as well as the smoking area was just there and I gotta say, I HATE Zouk’s smoking area. It’s so damn small and so damn hot and stuffy. Urgh. But it was quite fun. Finally managed to club with my girls after so long. Ben came down too. Haven’t seen that boy in the longest time. To all those I didn’t ask along, it was just too last minute so forgive me k? I still love you guys!

Supper at Swee Choon after that. We grossly over-ordered. Ok… not ‘we’.. just 1 person managed to over-order for the 6 of us. We had a big round table and in the end, there wasn’t enuff space to put everything so we had to stack them up. Needless to say, everyone felt sick after that, even without finishing the food.

While sending Jane back after that, there was a roadblock at Marine Parade but we cleared that with no problem and as we drove off, I saw that it was the same damn car that was following me earlier that nite. If I had seen it earlier, I would have gotten out and questioned them man.

Anyway, after waking up the next afternoon, it was off to Werner’s for Pork Knuckles and Oxtail Stew. Yummers! Vivo after that and I bought a dress from Forever21. I swear I really didn’t mean to spend money on shopping but I couldn’t resist it! It’s all Jane’s fault for luring me to Forever21!!

Sat at ECP that night to talk cock and Chixy sent me a retro song ‘Wu Yan De Jie Ju’. Hahahahhaha.

Had Macs breakfast this morning. It’s been a good start to an early weekend so far and I just hope that the actual weekend will be great as well.

Asphyxiated at at 12:02 PM

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

First thing in the morning, my desk looks like a hurricane has gone thru it. I wonder who did that. I only have magazines, books and sweets on my desk, love. It has to be one of the 3 guys that were left in the office after I went home yesterday and judging by their characters, and by the mess, I think I know who it was. Because this morning there was a big hoo-haa over the office alarm. Ok, maybe it wasn’t a big thing. But of course the bitch just had to make it like it’s a big deal but what’s new yeah.

Met Jane & Chixy last nite at ECP and we had subway for supper. Luckily I didn’t eat dinner at home before that. The butch working there was trying to be a smarty-pants which pissed me off. When asked if there were brownies, she said ‘brownies are brownies, cookies are cookies’. Like we didn’t know that. Firstly, the question and the answer were totally unrelated, secondly, other subways let people exchange 2 cookies for a brownie. When Jane reminded her that she wanted her sandwich toasted, she said ‘yah that’s why I put it on the baking tray’. When Jane went to get some chilli sauce abit later on, the butch said something about not being able to take a smoke break in peace. That’s non of my fucking problem. If you are PMS-ing, don’t go to work and try to be smart to customers. Because unknown to you, you may soon be out of a job. I know she didn’t have the intention to be mean. She just wanted to be smart and hopefully some girls will think she has ‘the attitude’ and start having a crush on her and yadda yadda blah blah. But it doesn’t work for us. Unless you are the boss, don’t get smart with me. I don’t appreciate that brand of humour. Anyway, I’ll try not to eat there anymore unless the craving really beckons. There were only 2 types of bread available (Italian & Wheat. The yuckiest of the lot), the toasted bread wasn’t even warm, the cookies were so hard I bet they were stale (everyone knows how soft subway cookies are). What a disappointment. No wonder its oways empty. It doesn’t help that the staff you see smoking and touching the stray cats at the entrance of the shop are the same people who are going to use their hands to fix your sandwich. Now you know why Subway is good for weight loss? You get a damned diarrhea after that, that’s why. Luckily we didn’t get a tummyache after last nite but like I said, we were LUCKY.

It’s only Tuesday today but I’m in a pretty good mood so far. I think my bitches know why *winks* And I think they know why I can’t disclose it here. Told them some stuff last nite. I think after sharing some stuff with them, speaking my thoughts out loud, it’s become clearer and easier to come to a decision should the need arise and I know this time, I won’t fall as hard.

Asphyxiated at at 11:42 AM

Monday, October 01, 2007

As if I didn’t have a bad enuff end to my Friday because of the stupid bitch, someone pissed me off at night but thank goodness for Jane, whom I met at 2+am and we hung out near 7-11 having milk tea and watching people sort out the stacks and stacks of newspapers before heading to ECP for Macs brekkie. Decided to leave at 5+am so that I could sleep before the sun comes up.

Saturday, went to Yum Cha for lunch and then it was an hour of ear-candling and massage session. Whoever said ear-candling was shiok? I didn’t feel anything but it still managed to make me feel sleepy lying there. The massage after that woke me up though. It hurt like hell and it continued to hurt for the next 2 days, so much so that any contact with my back was damn painful.
Dinner was at Thai-pan with Dan & Sharon. Wanted to catch a movie after that but all the show timings at TM were pretty late so ended up driving around before meeting Jane & Tiger for dim sum supper near Mustafa. I like the dim sum there! Was so tired after that so it was home to sleep.

Sunday morning, dad bought the yuckiest prata I’ve ever tasted. I don’t even wanna describe it. Still makes me sick thinking of it so I threw it away after a couple of bites. Went Parkway after that & decided that since it was such a weird timing, it was worth going Aston’s to eat as there shouldn’t be much of a crowd. Thank goodness there was no queue. I thot the price and food was pretty good but after all the hype, it didn’t blow mw away and I wouldn’t queue for it.
After that was off to Tampines CC where the old folks were throwing a birthday party. Ok maybe I shouldn’t call them old folks cos they are around my parents’ age but I have no idea where they get all the energy to eat and drink and smoke and dance and jam from late afternoon til late at night. Stayed for awhile only because I had to go granny’s house for dinner, which was so shiok. Menu of the evening was potato salad which aunty corina made, lamb rack which Jeff brought back from Aussie, chicken cutlet, and the yummiest spaghetti ever courtesy of grandma.
Finishing dinner, popped over to Parkway to grab a present and it was back to Tampines CC to watch the aunties and uncles boogie the night away. Haha. The stamina they have is truly commendable cos by around 11pm, we decided to call it a day and left with Michelle.

Now it’s back to Monday, back to bad weather in the morning, back to having to see the stupid bitch, back to not having enuff of my beauty sleep. But on the bright side, this may be a shorter week then expected and I brought a new book to read.

And before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GONG GONG!

Asphyxiated at at 11:08 AM