The last couple of days have been pretty rough but I’m grateful for those who have been by my side, getting me back on my feet and pushing me on.
However, I feel like there’s an emotional disconnect from someone. I believe it’s important to be there for someone thru both good and bad times and when you are not there for me during my down times, it makes me not wanna share my good times with you either. In fact, it makes me not wanna have anything to do with you at all cos fair-weathered friends are in abundance and it somehow makes you seem like one of them.
I left the house at 11+pm to go pick Chixy up last nite and then we headed to Kailing’s house. As if the journey wasn’t long enuff, we were so caught up talking that by the time we saw the exit, it was too late. After that was a long journey of trying to find our way back and a gazillion traffic faux pas on purpose just so we wouldn’t waste time (you should see all the speeding, driving against traffic, reversing, beating the red light etc), we finally reached Kailing’s house at 0030 hours. Phew!
Thanks Kailing for agreeing to help me with the huge favour. You have no idea how much it means to me. No pressure k. Sorry if I put you under any mental stress. Haha.
Anyway we were so busy chatting that the next time we checked the time, it was 2+am oready. Seh. So I dropped the girls home before going home to catch whatever little sleep I could get. It was a pretty fitful sleep cos I was afraid I wouldn’t be able to wake up and it didn’t help that I was having unpleasant dreams. The shitty part is that I totally can’t recall what it was about or who it involved.
And yes, I heard about Heath Ledger’s death. I am so sad bcos I really like him. He’s barely 30 and he’s such a yummy piece of meat. I hate tragic deaths. *sigh*
Asphyxiated at at 10:41 AM
