Tuesday, February 26, 2008
I have been a good girl yesterday. I went straight home after work and I stayed home all the way. Ok, the initial plan was to meet my bitches but Chixy was at Sandilands so we had a change of plans.
Something has been leaving me irritable for the past couple of days and I finally managed to let off some pent up frustration last nite.
*sigh*
Ron decided to do a guest appearance last nite. He being online is hard to come by. And bcos he’s so far away, the hours just seemed to zoom past.
Chatted with the ex and he better not do what he said he wanted to do. I shall take it as a joke and trust you to be more sensible than that yah.
Told Chixy some stuff, I think she understands how I feel. I may have put it in a very straight forward manner but that’s exactly how I feel. Let’s hope I don’t have to resort to that. But sometimes, desperate times calls for desperate measures.
I miss my bitches. I need to meet them and complain. Only they won’t be freaked out by the things I say, and only they can make everything into a joke and yet help me come to a conclusion.
I think my heart is not with the company anymore. I can’t bring myself to do anything and I’m dreading the boss’s return tml. In fact, I am oready thinking which day I should take off next week so I can meet my bitches in the afternoon. But being me, I will still drag myself to office and do my work. I am a responsible worker but it’s just not healthy.
Right now, I can’t decide if I would like more to be at a spa or at a tattoo palour. I just wanna sit/lie down somewhere and get my mind off everything. They are both therapeutic and they both cost a few hundred bucks a pop. Anyone who knows someone who does fantastic shading please let me know.
Asphyxiated at at 10:43 AM
