. . . . . . . . . . I never meant to cause you any sorrow I never meant to cause you any pain I only wanted one time to see you laughing I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain . . . . . . . . . .
Monday, June 30, 2008
The weekend is over once again. And time is passing really quickly. I’ve been bumming for awhile now and I still haven’t got anything done *sigh* I need to find my “path” soon. Haha. Maybe after a holiday lah.
This was not a bad weekend. Friday night was pretty short. We only went drinking with uncle Roland cos tubs was tired but I guess if I let him rest early, we can go out til later the next day. Haha.
Saturday, we went all the way to Toa Payoh just for lunch cos the beef noodles there is that good. After the very satisfying lunch, we went to Pasir Ris farm to look at puppies! We saw a Shih Tzu which was cute as hell and it wasn’t even expensive! We were that close to bringing it home with us. I want a dog so bad! But I gotta be patient. I’ll get one as soon as I get my own place.
After seeing puppies, we went to Ikea to walk before joining the parents for dinner. I dunno why daddy decided to eat seafood cos his gout is BAD and seafood triggers it. I didn’t fancy the food too much but we were stuffed after that. Went to meet tub’s aunties and uncles after that at Aranda and they drank all the way til 4am -seh- These oldies can really drink and they can really tahan staying out til so late man. But being out with them is oways a load of fun.
Sunday, went to watch Deception.
The show was not too bad. Hugh Jackman is hotness. We wanted to skip dinner at Granny’s cos it would be a little too rushed after the movie but Granny tempted us with what she was gonna cook for dinner and tubs couldn’t resist it so we went down straight after the show. Haha.
I convinced tubs to take leave on Monday and I guess my persuasion skills worked cos yesterday nite, we went to Alex’s place to watch the UEFA Euro 2008. And……… I won back some of my shopping money. Haha. Viva Espana!! I’m not one to bet but I was pretty sure Spain would win and tubs bet for Germany so I decided to ease the loss abit. Hahahaha.
And because tubs took leave today, we went to ECP Tung Lok for dim sum lunch. Yummers. The beemer is gonna be a thing of the past.. Tomorrow it is going away for good oready. *sigh* I guess when it starts giving problems, it really should go. Now we shall just look forward to the new car. Hur hur. I think I’ll miss the beemer a tad though.
Anyway, now it’s time to look for Bangkok hotels. What a bloody tiring process cos there’re so many to choose from and we need to narrow it down to a nice hotel at a good location at the right price.
Tata for now~
Asphyxiated at at 4:41 PM
Friday, June 27, 2008
It’s been a week since I last blogged. I think I better post an entry before the next weekend comes. Hur hur.
Here’s a recap of the past week.
One weekend, 3 birthdays. Dan’s on Saturday Grandma’s on Sunday Dad’s on Monday Here’s wishing all of them a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Thursday after Jane’s “morning” call, I had to drag myself to the car and get my ass to our appointment and then it was slacking and wandering all the way until nite time. It was also then that I fell sick. KNN. It must have been the aftermath of Zouking and then dim sum before going to bed.
Friday, Aunty Cat came back from Sweden and on the same day, Mel flew off to Australia. I oso wanna go!! Boo Hoo. I need a holiday too! Tubs came to pick me after he was done at work and we went to Carlton for dinner before going to watch a movie. We caught Get Smart cos there were people raving about the movie but I didn’t like it at all! I am really not that easily amused. I thought it was lame and after awhile, my mind drifted off and I wanted to played game on tub’s hp but he made me watch the movie and then I started looking around me -sigh- The only saving grace is that Anne Hathaway looked hot and The Rock was just to-die-for. Yums.
After the movie, we met up with Ben and the crazy boys went pawning until the sun came up. I think that was around 8am or so. Fuck. I was damn bloody crabby and steamed I swear. During pawning when I saw the sky turning bright, I knew I was screwed. By the time we left the place, the sun was out in full force and I wish I could just dig a hole and bury myself man… But it was fun nevertheless and I had Macs for brekkie but it wasn’t shiok at all cos when I’m deprived of sleep until the sun comes up, I have no appetite whatsoever.
Wanted to buy daddy’s present on Saturday but it was so damn crowded that the carpark was full so we gave that a miss and we went to meet Alex. After slacking with him, we headed down to Pasir Ris Park to meet tub’s uncle for drinks. It’s a wonder how 1 person can really change the atmosphere of the entire place. Hahaha. He was so loud and boisterous the whole place was filled with his noise. And then he took over the live band and went up to sing a couple of songs, and went round talking to the customers there. Machiam it’s his own pub or restaurant lor. Hahaha. But he’s oways full of fun lah. Halfway through, he came back with his ciggie half unlit. And then we found out he had accidentally stubbed it out on someone’s shirt accidentally and that person was still non the wiser. -faints-
After that was off to Geylang for Tien Ji Zhou cos Dunman had ran out of Tien Jis oready. Sad. Even though Geylang is buy 3 get 2 free and is famous for their Tien Ji Zhou, it still can’t compare to Dunman *sigh* We were stuffed after that and we were lucky enuff to stop a carpark warden just in time before we got a slip. Haha.
Sunday woke up early in the morning to get prepared for lunch to celebrate Grandma’s birthday at ECP Tung Lok. I love Tung Lok dim sum! The asshole was being weird as usual. I think he needs to be burnt at the stake. He has too many voices going on in his head. He keeps smiling to himself and it’s damn bloody disturbing. And when mummy asked me to help her, daddy and the grandparents take a picture, he conveniently stood up and placed himself behind them so that he would be in the picture too. OMG what the hell is wrong with him. He really has issues man.. I think that the longer I don’t see him, the harder it is to get used to his weird behavior. I think I’m allergic to him.
Tubs and I went to get daddy’s present after lunch and it didn’t take us too long to pick out a chain for him but it took the shop people an hour to adjust the chain to a more suitable length. WTH.. Went back to tub’s place after that and we both concussed til it was time to go Granny’s house for dinner. Granny cooked the yummiest noodles ever. Why can’t the mother cook as well as Granny? *sigh* If the mother cooked like Granny, I would eat home everyday.
Monday evening was off to Clarke Quay. Celebrated Daddy’s birthday on the hippo river cruise, with food on board from Hooters. So for 2 hours, we enjoyed the nice night scenery from the river, and we went past everything from Zouk, to the Merlion, Boat Quay, Clarke Quay etc. I think I liked it enough to wanna do the same for my bday but if I do that, it’ll be a strictly friends only invitation cos I nearly died of nicotine deprivation. The sofas were so comfy, it was so cooling and I know my friends would have a fab time so I guess that’s something worth putting on the list. That’s if it doesn’t cost too much cos I don’t expect to get it for free. Business is business you know.
Met Jes at nite at Siglap Xin Wang. It seems like a long time since I last went there la. And after it closed, we hung out some more til 4am and I thought we better not stay up too late cos the girl has work but who knows, she took MC and I ended up sleeping til 6+pm until the mother came knocking on my door. Hahaha.
Tuesday nite was nothing much, hung around Simpang Bedok, watching people celebrate their birthday there and getting their pants burnt by dry ice and we had to be on high alert for cockroaches.
Wednesday, met tubs before going to pick Chixy up from Sandilands and then we met Jane at ECP. It seems like a long time since we last hung out this way oready.
Thursday, I set alarm + asked 3 people to gimme morning call. And I still woke up later than scheduled. Took a bus down to Katong (it’s been a damn long time since I last took a bus man) and we had Korean for lunch. I didn’t like it one bit and it just did not justify the price. While walking to the pet shop to look at puppies, we passed a shop selling clothes and my intention was to just go in and take a look for the heck of it and to enjoy some aircon. But I went a little crazy and started picking clothes off the rack and ended up with a bill that ran into a few hundreds of dollars. BUT everything was on half price which made me every happy (even the bill was still into it’s hundreds after the discount). Haha. I can be a really picky shopper so even Jane was shocked. Haha. I love that shop though. I love the layout of the shop, there’re so many clothes to choose from and they carry all the good brands but are selling it at a fraction of the cost.
My next downfall was when we went to Parkway after that. We went to Mango and there was a sale on and it wasn’t very crowded so we started going through the racks and I ended up with another bill that was very friendly on my bank account.
It’s a wonder what the intention of just having an innocent lunch has turned into. Haha. It was quite a mad shopping spree in the span of that few hours and it left us shagged man. We ended up having coffee at Starbucks to rest our poor bodies before going home.
My ear is still blocked. I think I better get it checked in case it is something serious. But mainly, it’s just pissing the hell outta me lah.
Speaking of which, the mother has pissed me off mucho this week and I have to say she has been doing a good job at that. I shall not air dirty laundry out here, I mean everyone knows how selective I am about what I blog, but like I oways say, people who are close enough to me, will hear about it straight from my mouth anyways. She is really testing my limits man. I was that close to telling her off but I decided to bite my tongue and keep the unleashing for another day and I won’t be surprised if it’s soon.
K lah. Since this has been such a long and redundant post, I shall spare all of you and call it a day for now.
I miss everyone~
Asphyxiated at at 3:27 PM
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Good morning Singapore!
Mambo Jambo was as fantastic as Mambo can get. Went with my bitches and met up with Dan & Zhihuang and also Ben. The boys were busy trying to get each other drunk so we went from Zouk to Velvet to members and finally we stayed put at the dance floor til 4am. Too bad we didn’t go to Phuture though. Saw Elyna there too and it’s a wonder she recognizes me considering I only see her a couple of times a year. After a pretty satisfying nite at Zouk, excluding the loser guy who ran and puked at the same time just in front of us (we were fucking mortified), we went to Swee Choon for supper (or maybe more like brekkie). I guess I would have preferred BKT but it was closed by the time we got there.
The sun is coming out oready. I should be getting crabby by now but I’m surprisingly not. Mambo really made me a very happy girl… Boogie Boogie~
Because I’m in a good mood, here’s something to entertain one and all from Big Brother UK. It kinda puts me off cookies though..
Asphyxiated at at 6:32 AM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
I admit I have been pretty irritable of late. Seemingly small things manage to piss me off and I think it does keep some people on their toes. I am apologetic that sometimes I find it hard to keep my temper in check, but I’m not apologetic that I feel the way I do, because I have valid reasons. Maybe people tend to change with age, maybe people start thinking differently or their dynamics shifts over time, but I hope they will stop for a minute and think about the past, how things used to be and try to backtrack a little cos those were the best times, and those were the innocent, fun times.
I do see as some of my friends get older, there’s a lot more competition and a lot more selfishness. The saving grace is that I dun think they even realise it. So I know it’s not on purpose and I dun feel that all is gone yet. I do hear a lot more of people talking about themselves, til a point where it gets abit of an overload. There are also instances when they stop talking about themselves and shifts the spotlight to something else, but then it becomes somewhat of an interrogation session. I mean, where is the love? Whatever happened to “how have you been?” , “how’s work?”, “how have you been doing?”, things that are more heartfelt instead of digging for hot gossip?
I know once again I’m being vague, yet accusing. My tone oways comes out a tad harsher than how I mean for it to sound, and yet, I dun wanna name names cos I find there’s no need to implicate people when all I want is to let loose some steam. I just want those who feel that the friendship has somehow morphed through the years to think of how simple things used to be and if you miss those times, let’s endeavor to bring back some of those memories. Let’s try to think of other’s before ourselves and not just ourselves cos that’s what a friendship is all about ain’t it?
Well, that’s just my 2 cents worth, some food for thought.
Anyway, so much for lusting over that LV bag. It is out of stock. No just in Singapore, but pretty much worldwide according to the sales lady. Dang!
Got a surprise call from Steven. That dude is married with a year-old daughter oready. Let’s hope he’s more settled down now. Haha. Gotta catch up with him soon man.
I’m sleeping later and later each day and I have to force myself to sleep before the sun comes up. i hate it!!
Monday nite, was at Kovan Xin Wang. After that, we still bought drinks and sat under the block to chit chat til quite late. And when I got home, I still couldn’t sleep..
Yesterday, the mother did something right and I was more than willing to help her out. Hahaha. I helped her make jacket potatoes and lasagna. Finally some proper food man. Met up with Jes, Jane and Chixy last nite and we went to Peppery til close to 3am and then we went to Chixy’s house to nua til the “typewriter” reached. When I got home, I was still so damn awake so I watched TV and used the net. Insomnia is after me once again. I hate it! But to be fair, I am waking up later and later too so maybe I shall just try to wake up a tad earlier. Maybe it’ll help.
Today is Wednesday. To Mambo or not.. Speaking of which, here’s something interesting. Hahaha!
Been looking through hotels the entire day.. Hopefully I can scoot off to Hong Kong next month for a short vacation before I really start getting down to looking for a job.
Asphyxiated at at 6:05 PM
Monday, June 16, 2008
I cannot get to sleep. It’s not a big problem, except that I have to wake up in probably 3 hours’ time cos the mother has asked me to go out with her. To the Singapore Museum or something if I heard correctly.
This weekend wasn’t too bad. Managed to meet up with some friends and I oso managed to do some shopping.
Friday nite, went to Dunman for Tien Ji Zhou at about midnite then we went to Lavender to meet Ben. It’s been awhile and that boy is oways lotsa fun to be around. I may be an easy person to get along with, but not everyone rocks my boat the right way. Ben does. He somehow has the right mix of crap talk + serious talk. Looks like we’ve got a double date planned this coming week! We hung out til pretty damn late.. By the time we got home, tubs forced me to sleep pronto cos he knows I’ll be crabby and paranoid once the sun comes up.
Saturday was shopping day! But first it was lunch at Carl’s Jr @ Playground. I wouldn’t consider shopping at Vivo fruitful. I bought a pair of shorts from River Island and a dress from Froever21 but it just didn’t feel shiok enuff. I nearly blew some cash at La Senza but I’ve got way too much lingerie oready so I stopped myself. Haha.
We only managed to walk the first level cos we had to go tub’s granny’s house for dinner. Quite a bummer but my legs were in pain by then so I guess it was might as well that we had to leave. On the first level at the Spain 2 Dream section, they had live size cut outs of Rossi. -swoon- I wanted to ask if I could have it or if they could sell it to me but I ended up not asking. I’m still feeling a tad sore about it so I think I’ll call and ask tomorrow. Haha. Tubs is not supportive at all. He keeps calling my Rossi “monkey face”. KNS.
Met Dan & Sharon at nite at CHIJMES and parking there is a bloody rip-off. $9 per entry. And it’s self park. Not valet parking. WTH. Opened a bottle of Chivas and the boys had a good time watching the Spain-Sweden match. I thot the match was a joke. It was like watching a bunch of amateurs playing and the goals were not solid at all.
After the match, we went to Mustafa to meet Mel & Jun to walk around abit. After that we had yummy Bak Chor Mee for supper and I have to say the Nasi Lemak was tempting as well. Lolx. By the time we got home, the sun was gonna come up oready so to bed it was!
Slept in on Sunday went Parkway to walk around abit before going Granny’s house for dinner. I have a sudden interest in Jade and I hope I do have some self control because Jade can be quite an expensive hobby to upkeep I have to admit.. But I saw some very nice Jade pieces at Parkway and tubs agreed to let me buy it next week if I still can’t get it out of my mind.
Everyone is traveling lah. *sigh* Aunty Corina is in Thailand, so is Mandy dear, Aunty Soo Lee is going to Japan, Jes is going to HK, Mel is going down under, Rachel is going on a business trip, Elvin is flying back from Australia and Aunty Cat is flying back from Sweden. I wanna go for a holiday lah! Shall get something planned out soon.
By the way, the ex bf’s birthday was on Sunday. Shall meet up with him soon for our routine pass present + dinner session. Time to think of where to go this time round for his belated mini birthday celebration.
I hate to say this but I have a feeling I’m going to buy a LV bag. Over the years, my love for LV has decreased by a lot. Sometimes, just looking at the monogram pattern makes me bored but I dunno what hit me suddenly but I started seeing some bags I like. I think I just like big-ass bags. I told tubs and he gave me the you’ve-oready-got-too-many-bags death stare. I think I’d take abit more time to consider before making an impulse buy. But I do think I deserve a treat for working my ass off in my previous job. Haha. I know. Excuses, excuses. But if it makes me happy, I dun see why not. It’s food for the soul.
Asphyxiated at at 6:21 AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
I am not fully recovered yet but nothing can deter me from running out of the house. Hur hur. I’m sure I have spread my germs to a lot of people these past 2 days or so.
Yesterday nite, while I was still feeling quite sick, I met Jane at ECP and there were so many tiny village tribes thriving there. Haha. I am NOT a camping person thank you very much.
Today, I parked at Jane’s place before heading to do our nails. While waiting for her in the car, I spotted a worm dangling outside the passenger window. I have never seen a worm dangle before lor. I thought only spiders had something to dangle from.. Anyway, dangle, dangle, then it landed on my side mirror and it started crawling from there… WTF. It was small and it was blue and it was fucking gross.
Spy the worm~
But because I’m too afraid to even try to swipe it away, I left it there. I hope it decides to find somewhere else to go instead of staying on my car. Jane and I did our nails at Roxy. I think we just found a new place to do our manicure and pedicure sessions at. I prefer it so much more to Crystal Nail Bar at Parkway Parade. The girls at Parkway are just terrible. Bitchy and pushy to a point of having an attitude problem. I think we tolerated them pretty well until the last session was the final straw and we decided to find somewhere better. And voila! We found a new nail haven at Roxy.
Anyway, after that, Chixy came to look for us and we went Parkway for dinner at mos burger and then Ling joined us for awhile for a ciggie. It was pretty late by then oready but we still managed to shop. Every single shop that still remained open, we invaded. I ended by buying a necklace from topshop,
a body scrub from Bodyshop and I nearly bought a pair of shoes from Charles & Keith but I managed to stop myself. I think I’m too easy when it comes to shoes. It’s like I’m collecting them instead of wearing them lah. I think I should have some control over myself oready. Haha.
Once we were done at Parkway, it started pouring. Fanfuckingtastic. We decided to brave the rain and made our way to Roxy Mecure Hotel and while I was alone in the toilet, I heard the sound of little bells ringing and I swear it sounded like it was coming from the toilet and I was so freaked out I got out in a jiffy and we had some food at the hotel café while waiting for the rain to stop. So smart of us eh. Spend such money… *sigh* Anyhoos, Chixy decided to use the toilet after we were done with our food and she heard the same bells sound as I did and she freaked out too. WTH. Is there a logic behind the sound? I sure hope so..
Because it was raining, we couldn’t find somewhere to sit about at like we usually do so we did what we did best - we went shopping. It doesn’t take a genius to find out where we went shopping at that kinda time. Yup, we went to Mustafa. Not my idea obviously. It’s true, I’m not a big fan of Mustafa. Mainly because of the crowd and the smell. Other than that, I do find it quite fun.
While shopping at Mustafa, some kid was screaming his lungs out I nearly used a brolly as a javelin and speared him with it. And there was a bloody crabby woman working at the lingerie section which pissed me off big time and I did a grand job messing the place up. At the end of it all at Mustafa, I bought a nice sexay slip which was cheap as chips and a bottle of Spritzer water which has a really cute handfone charm attached to it.
While we were walking back to the car, a damn gross Ah-neh was leaning on the wall, with his arms behind his head, airing his pits, and giving us such a seductive smile. I didn’t know if I wanted to laugh or puke. He was stuck in the same position and his smile didn’t even quit even when we drove off. He thinks he’s filming some bollywood movie or something man. Gross stuff. I wanted to snap a foto of him but decided it was in our best interest not to. Safety first. Haha.
I was checking my WLNY account and some pick up lines really crack me up. Here’s one - ‘I know I dont have a chance, but I just wanted to hear an angel talk.’ Erm.. Ok.. What do you want me to say to that?!
I have been getting feedback that my Leslie Cheung is messing up my blog quite abit but I don’t care. I’m sure you smart people will find a way around it. I refuse to remove that music video cos I love it so much.
I am beginning to get into the flow of online shopping once again. This time though, I am having evil plans to maximize my spending and I shall incorporate the help of K-ling (The one who got some. Haha. I know, you know what I mean can liao). Grand plans to be privately bestowed to my victim soon. Stay tuned!
I’m bloody hyper today. And I have no idea why.
Asphyxiated at at 5:12 AM
Monday, June 09, 2008
I ended up not going to PLAY on Thursday and instead, went Parkway with my bitches until Chixy had to leave so Jane & me went to pick Jes up and we went all around Tampines looking for somewhere nice to slack but to no success so we went to Simpang Bedok and lo and behold! Chixy was there as well. Haha.
Friday, planned to wake up before 10am but ended up waking up a tad later. Haha. Met Jane and we went to Orchard and we shopped all the way til probably around 8pm or so. Our legs were aching so bad after that but the sad thing was, I didn’t manage to buy much. Sad. We met Chixy for awhile after that before going home.
Here's the one thing i managed to buy though..
Once I got home, daddy asked if I wanted to go see them release the new Hippo River Cruises into the river so we went to Kallang and watched them put the boat into the water etc. and we took a ride all the way to Clarke Quay area and when we were done, we got off at Esplanade and we all cabbed back to get the car. I think I just may decide to get my own little cruise for my birthday this year. I must be a supportive daughter you know. Haha. It’s something we wouldn’t take on a regular basis simply because it’s such a tourist thing, but it really is quite fun at nite. Click on this link - RIVER HIPPO CRUISE to read more!
Saturday, went to pick tubs from the airport. My baby is finally back!
I love all the stuff he got me and because he was craving Chinese food so much, we went to eat BBQ stingray and Tien Ji Zhou with Alex. The 3 of us went to KTV after that and then it was off to pawning! Met my bitches there as well and we pawned all the way til the sun came up. Hahaha. Halfway thru, Jane and I drove out to tapao Macs brekkie back for everyone. Shiok!! Straight after Macs brekkie, they finished up with the pawning and then it was BBQing prawns.
I dunno if it’s the breakfast or the late nite out, but when I woke up on Sunday at 6pm, I knew I had fallen sick. Dinner at Granny’s house after that and then at nite was spent with the boys and a dog named Max. Haha.
Yesterdy nite, there was a loud noise and I seriously thought it was the thunder or something. Today, mummy told me it was actually the sound from a piece of glass, falling 12 storeys down. Apparently, somebody‘s window just decided to shatter and rain it‘s shards down on the world. For those who have yet to visit my humble abode, here is the size of that piece of glass Haha. Thank goodness nobody got hurt (I think). Every time there is a commotion here, I think it’s something else and don’t bother checking it out. The last time I heard a loud bang, It came from a car accident on the ECP and I only found out it was on accident much later on. It’s so damn drama staying in a condo lah.
I am still sick and it doesn’t feel like it’s getting better. Falling sick sucks big time man. Maybe I should just go and hibernate til I feel better but I know I won’t do that.. -haix-
PS I miss Leslie Cheung. Can you imagine this was taken from his concert more than 10 years ago? *sigh*
Asphyxiated at at 3:41 PM
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Today is Thursday oready. To PLAY or not to PLAY… I guess I’ll have to see who’s going and then decide again. For some parties, I really have to depend on who’s going cos there are some people I just have no mood to see tonite. -shrugs-
Now let’s see what have I been up to these past few days..
Tuesday nite, met my bitches at Simpang Bedok and I was very pissed. My bitches know why but I shall not say it here cos I know it’s gonna offend some people. But anyways, we moved on from there and we went to Gene’s house and his schnauzer is damn cute!! It is so damn fat and stout and it looks so blur! Too bad I didn’t take a pic of it cos it was so shy it kept running away to hide. Haha.
Wednesday, went to join Mandy, Gong Wen and Jeff for KTV at Cine and then it was off to the airport to meet up with Ling and Brian to pick up our dear Yuan Yuan!! Before he even came out, we were talking about how easy we would be able to spot him and true enuff, he was the one with bags and bags. Haha. But it didn’t take long for us to settle down at BK and then all the gifts for us started coming out. Hur hur. Thanks Yuan! *muacks*
I just wanna say that the open air carpark opposite Cine and the carpark below Mandy’s house is a killer. I think the birds there have superb bowel systems or something cos my car was practically covered in droppings. Fucking sick stuff. It never felt so good going for a car wash after that. I think the people at the petrol kiosk got a shock too. Haha.
While sending Ling home, she told me something so damn sick that I officially feel nauseous when I see bean sprouts. I never liked bean sprouts but now, the sight/ thought of it actually makes me feel sick and thank goodness our madness only came while we were reaching her house cos it got pretty bad. You dun wanna hear about our ‘Christmas Tree’ man.. When both of us start laughing, it can get pretty damn bad.
Anyway, I went to BOA today before going to the café for lunch with Mel and apparently both of us are quite popular there and we have a mini fan base according to the butch working there. But she deters all our potential suitors and I was telling Mel I would so wanna kill her if there were any cute guys. Haha. Nevertheless, I miss lunching with Mel! I know I see her every Sunday and we can meet any other day but I just miss bitching about the world with her while having a smoke (okok, many smokes).
David Beckham is on the Ellen show right now and he doesn’t sound quite as Minnie mouse as last time some how but he doesn’t look as yummy as in the past either *sigh*. Photos are a different story, he still looks delicious but on TV, he’s pretty bland. Oh well.
I mean look at this. Would you mind a piece of this meat in your bed? Haha. I guess not if he promises not to squeak.
Blogging is getting boring. But I’m continuing to do so cos I’m bored. Makes sense? Another reason is because there are many things I want to say sometimes, but I’m not sure if I want to put certain things so out in the open. So sometimes, my real feelings and thoughts are not reflected here. But whatever, I have always remained a mystery to people, and I guess I will continue being a mystery.
This song has been going through non-stop in my head. I have been hearing it everywhere, on my itouch, on the radio while I’m driving, on the radio while my dad’s driving, while I’m on the streets, on the TV, everywhere! I have oways loved this song. Sometimes tubs plays it on guitar and sings it for me cos he knows I like it, but it’s recently that I have been hearing it a lot more in the weirdest situations..
Anyhoos, enjoy!
Asphyxiated at at 5:55 PM
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Eating at home is killing me. When I cook my own food, it’s so unhealthy - instant noodles, instant pasta, instant everything!! When the mother cooks, it tastes so bad it’s getting very unbearable. Today’s dinner takes the cake. It was so bad I was forcing the food down my throat… and I still couldn’t finish it. I swear. My mother has no basic knowledge of Chinese cooking. Baking cakes and pies and cookies are her forte. Whipping up dishes - NO NO NO. As I type, I am actually lying in bed, feeling sick from dinner. This is an absolute torture can.. I can’t wait for tubs to come back and cook for me.
Maybe I can run out tonight for some decent food, like I did yesterday. Haha. Yesterday was dinner at Simpang Bedok and then the rest of the nite was spent at ECP. It feels good to be out. Now I’m itching for a ciggie like mad.. Gotta wait until later *sigh*
Asphyxiated at at 8:41 PM
Monday, June 02, 2008
I think I may just start looking for a job earlier than what I planned to cos I am thoroughly bored at home. I think I have managed to keep myself pretty much occupied but it just feels very empty somehow. I think I really am not one who can stay at home. It makes me go crazy. And maybe it’s oso bcos before I ended work, me and my bitches had such grand plans to go out the whole day & nite, going to eat and shop etc.. BUT after I stopped work, both of them are practically stuck to their BFs 24/7. Sianz.. And I’m not complaining cos tubs isn’t around cos even if he’s around, he’ll still be busy with his work. And I’m not complaining that my bitches are with their BFs, I think it’s good for them if that’s what makes them happy but… -nvm- Some things are better left unsaid.
Let me whine k. I know I’m contradicting myself. I say I’m bored and yet at the same time, I’m out everyday. I just dunno how to explain it. I think boredom just makes me think a lot. And it magnifies some people’s characters., both good and bad. So before I go shoot my mouth off again, I wanna thank all those who put in the effort to accompany me and check up if I’m ok when they know I’m bored or when they know that tubs isn’t around.
Bye world! I’m gonna be out and about again.
Asphyxiated at at 6:30 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Before I know it, this week is gonna be over oready. I’ve been a happy girl these past 2 days, and yet remaining a good girl. Hur hur.
Collected my Little Red Riding Hood on Friday. I felt so happy and relieved to see her repaired cos the whole world knows how dependent I am on her. That nite itself, I brought her out and I met up with Rachel. We went to Yishun Dam to catch up and it was great meeting my dear girl. I went to see the floor plan of the flat she is bidding for online and it looks beautiful! Maybe we can be neighbours next time. Hahaha.
Met my babe Mandy on Saturday and the girl had a fall before meeting up with me and I hope she’s feeling much better! (If not please see a doc k. You dun want it to get worse yah). We watched Sex and the City. Yup! I watched it for a 2nd time. Somehow I got a tad more emotional this time round but I didn’t cry lah. I can’t say the same for a certain person sitting next to me though. Hahaha.
We ended up at Mr Bean and all I could eat was half a pizza and I was stuffed. But we sat there and talked about a lot of things. I love talking to my babe cos I know I can have a matured conversation with her and I know she listens to everything I say. When I say listen, I mean digest, not do what I say, cos my babe has a mind of her own and as someone who cares dearly for her, all I can do is dish out advice for her and let her know my take on some things.
I love the time I spend with the whole group but because of the mad clash in characters, it’s rare to ever have a decent conversation. Haha. Every time we meet as a group, it’s nothing but pure mayhem. Nevertheless, I miss Yuan and Kailing to bits! When they come back, I know for sure the madness will go on.
Anyhoos, halfway through at Mr Bean, I realized that I had dropped a earring and I was so upset. Firstly it was a gift (yes, I‘m bloody sentimental), secondly they were diamond earrings (have I ever mentioned how much I love diamonds? Lolx) I couldn’t find it anywhere but when we went back to the car, I found it on the seat -PHEW- I was so damn ecstatic and even more relieved.
I hope my babe had a great time. I would have kept her out with me the entire nite if not for the fact that she had work the next day. I love my babe and I just wanna remind her that I am oways here for her, anytime, any day.
I went home and watched movies online and then my sweetheart came online and told me he got mugged… Of course I was damn worried but it’s just like him to lose things/ get robbed etc *sigh* He has to be more alert and less blur and less sure of himself!! I just hope he learns from it and I thank god he didn’t lose ALL his money and he wasn’t hurt at all. How not to worry.. -haix-
Sunday, I decided that I should finally get my ass to class the next day, which meant I had a lot of things to print, and a lot of work to do. And because my Windows Vista is so bloody useless and there’s something wrong with the printer, I did something quite bo liao. I drove down to Chinatown to look for Mandy and she helped me print out my notes even though I could have 1. Went downstairs and paid abit of money to print my notes (yes, there’s a shop within the condo which faxes/ prints/ internet) 2. Get Clare to print them out for me since she’s going to Granny’s house later anyways
BUT I drove all the way to Chinatown. I think I miss my babe too much. Hahahahha. I think I know the problem with me. I NEED to get out of the house at least once a day. Going to Granny’s house does not count. I can’t smoke freely there.
Anyway, I came across this in Saturday’s The New Paper and I wanna shoot the little prudish fucker who wrote in about it.. Here’s the article but I doubt you can read it cos I snapped it on my HP cos I dunno where I dumped my Digi cam. You would probably expect it to be by some narrow minded aunty who is afraid that her spawn might be forever be damned if they happened to watch the movie. But no, it’s a guy who wrote in. I mean come on, this must be a damn weird guy if you ask me. Firstly, there’s free porn all over the internet and the movie isn’t even that pornish at all. Secondly, it’s rated M18 (his argument is that it should have been R21). I mean does he really think people only start having sex / being exposed to sex when they hit 18 years old? I would love to laugh in his face can. I think he is one of those guys who has never had sex in his life before, or has no social life at all or he just has aunty genes in him, which is why he sees the need to write in and complain complain complain. The New Paper should employ me to go down personally to these people’s houses and shoot them in the head. Gimme a break man. His write-up was the lamest thing I’ve seen in a long long time.