Monday, June 02, 2008
I think I may just start looking for a job earlier than what I planned to cos I am thoroughly bored at home. I think I have managed to keep myself pretty much occupied but it just feels very empty somehow. I think I really am not one who can stay at home. It makes me go crazy. And maybe it’s oso bcos before I ended work, me and my bitches had such grand plans to go out the whole day & nite, going to eat and shop etc.. BUT after I stopped work, both of them are practically stuck to their BFs 24/7. Sianz.. And I’m not complaining cos tubs isn’t around cos even if he’s around, he’ll still be busy with his work. And I’m not complaining that my bitches are with their BFs, I think it’s good for them if that’s what makes them happy but… -nvm- Some things are better left unsaid.
Let me whine k. I know I’m contradicting myself. I say I’m bored and yet at the same time, I’m out everyday. I just dunno how to explain it. I think boredom just makes me think a lot. And it magnifies some people’s characters., both good and bad. So before I go shoot my mouth off again, I wanna thank all those who put in the effort to accompany me and check up if I’m ok when they know I’m bored or when they know that tubs isn’t around.
Bye world! I’m gonna be out and about again.
Asphyxiated at at 6:30 PM
