. . . . . . . . . . I never meant to cause you any sorrow I never meant to cause you any pain I only wanted one time to see you laughing I only wanted to see you laughing in the purple rain . . . . . . . . . .
Thursday, September 17, 2009
I think you’re a sad joke. Certain things you do are simply unbeatable. I only wish those were good things. Some redundant things, you look so much into it and make it such a big issue. The irony is, don’t you feel like a fool when by trying to avoid a susperstition from happening, the exact thing you were trying to avoid happens. And then it can’t even be blamed on ‘superstition’ anymore. It becomes ‘self made’. Some things in life are very simple. So why go complicate it? You end up destroying it. You make me sick to my stomach. You’re too full of yourself, and you are too quick to push the blame to others. You are too selfish and if you’re gonna talk the talk, you gotta walk the walk too. And if people don’t wanna hear your talk, it’s because you don’t put your words into action. Time for self-reflection is long overdue. And you’ve nearly used up all the patience, trust, hope, feelings, energy and a million other chances I had for you. You’re pretty much on your own now. Go think back what you had begged me to do, and what you had promised to do. Tick tick tick. Time is running out. Maybe it’ll run out in the next 5 seconds, maybe it’ll run out in the next 5 minutes, maybe it’ll run out in the next 5 hours, maybe it’ll run out in the next 5 days, maybe it’ll run out in the next 5 weeks, maybe it’ll run out in the next 5 months, maybe it’ll run out in the next 5 years… … … … … Anybody’s guess is as good as mine. But obviously it’s not an issue to you. But maybe it’s good for me to see this. It’s good when I can weigh for myself your priorities and what are the insignificant things to you.
