Hello blog. Your owner is back. Poo to insomnia.
A lot of things have been happening in the past few months or so. Too much drama for a simple person like me. Haha. Of course not everything happening is bad. July is a happy month for me, but all the preparation is killing me. It’s now me against time. Actually I just need a kick-ass seamstress to make me a pretty dress lah. Haha. And flowers and hair and make-up later, then I can breathe. But these things sound easier said then done ok! I’m particular about such things, and I’m not willing to pay copious amounts for it or it’ll bound to make tubs sweat. Hur hur.
Followed Kailing to her outdoor photo shoot the other day. I was dish-of-the-day I swear. It was a fucking mosquito feeding frenzy in damn hot weather. I wonder how tubs and I are gonna cope when our time comes. We’re both not big on insects and the mad Singapore sun. Other than that, it was a real tiring process. And out of all of us, I should be the least tired because I only joined them after their indoor photo shoot, I stayed in the car most of the time, I didn’t have to do any posing, and I definitely didn’t have to run around in a gown that weighs a ton. So kudos to Kailing!
By the way, I am not working for the last company anymore. Like I told everyone, I can talk a whole load of bullshit, but when people try to make use of me, they can go fuck themselves. This is such a long story that I have no idea how I’m gonna put everything down, but it’s too wasted not to give this story it’s deserving place on my blog. Maybe I’ll dedicate the entire next post to this story. Haha.
Another thing that happened did not involve me. That’s if I’m being selective and narrowing down to the main people involved lah. Cos if not, it pretty much involves everyone in one way or another I guess. I’ve got not much to say about it, but I think it’s a waste things turned this ugly, but I also understand that people have to do what they have to do. I wouldn’t want everyone to pretend to be okay when everyone knows otherwise. I wish that through this incident, when everyone has cooled down, that they can reflect on it all with a open mind, and learn from it. At the end of the day, I wish that everyone looks deep inside themselves, and be true to themselves. For some things, it doesn’t matter what others say or think, but all you need is to be answerable to yourself. It sucks to be misunderstood, but most importantly is to have a clear conscience, because it is yourself you have to live with for the rest of your life.
In the mean time, I’m waiting for both Jes and Jane to finish their exams. I miss them girlies! Thanks Jane for finding time to do a buffet steamboat dinner/pukefest with me the other day, and I can’t wait to meet Jes-可-以-借-我-lighter-please-吗 tomorrow after her final paper.
PS Both the ezlink advert and the Gatsby one pisses the hell outta me. But any publicity is good publicity, no?
PPS Fun fact of the day: Yuan can’t pronounce ‘shrimp’ HAHAHA!
PPPS I can't be bothered to post HK pics or Melb pics anymore. They're on my FB anyways. But here are 2 photos for the fuck of it!
Asphyxiated at at 5:11 AM
